C35 As always she

I didn't think that Zhou Jian would be telling her that it was a confession. It was laughable that I was so stupid as to treat him to a meal. It was as if I had gifted Xie Yu to him, I was simply an idiot.

I don't know why, but I hate myself. I hate myself for being cowardly, for not being able to protect Xie Yu, and I hate myself for not being able to confess