C446 Like a Brother-in-law!
That day's scene was as vague and nostalgic as a movie scene in the beginning of the reform and opening period. It was as hard to remember as a dream, but it would always make you so clear, touching, and heartache after you woke up from your dream.
Often, when I woke up with a start, I would taste that sensation, that picture, that feeling, and I would sink into a kind of confusion, into a panic