C469 Not as Good as Me Right?

When they got out, she got into his car and he opened the door for her, and I was like a thief, a thief, a man who did bad things, staring intently, and I was embarrassed, and of course I remember it now, I didn't know how miserable I was, all my nerves were looking at them, and that night, when she didn't come back that night, I had been scratching my heart and feeling like I couldn't take it