C1548 Fear

"Actually, I'm very conflicted in my heart. On one hand, I hope that you can realize your goals and dreams in your career, but on the other hand, I'm also afraid of your progress. I'm worried that the stronger your foundation in Hai Zhou is, the more you won't be able to reunite with me in Mingzhou. I know it's selfish of me to think this way, even despicable, but I'm thinking about our marriage