C2 The Distress of the Millet
Actually, I've never seen a ghost that was so unhappy that she didn't want to be reincarnated. This made me a little curious about her, and when we came back together, I didn't ask her anything, but I really wanted to know what she was thinking.
"You must think there's something wrong with me?"
"No!"
I can only say that she's a little special, a little strange.
"Actually, I want to go as well, but I can't. Didn't you see it earlier? As soon as I arrived, I said it was over, but when we left, they started shaking the numbers again, so it wasn't... "
Maybe she really wanted to curse, but in the end, she just kept her mouth shut. Even after a long time, she didn't say anything and just silently looked at the stars in the sky.
"What's your name?"
I was sitting on the lawn, too, a little cold, outside the hospital, but not long after we sat down, the stars came home.
She dejectedly got up and said, "It seems like I'm an unlucky person. How come I don't even like the way the stars like me? I can't take it anymore."
I saw that her luck was very normal, how could it be the type of unlucky person that she was talking about? I grabbed her hand and said, "It's fine, you just thought a little too much. If you follow me back to the ward, I'll talk to you slowly about it."
She was always skeptical of me, as if I were a bad person, but I didn't have any ideas. I just wanted to help her.
"Can you tell me your name now? I'm Tang Yi, and he's from the same family as Tang He. Don't you think that's good?"
However, she actually didn't smile. She still had a worried expression on her face.
"It's nothing. Why do you always seem like you can't let it go?"
At last, under my nagging, she spoke, but her voice was low, and her whole soul looked listless.
Actually, she looks pretty pretty. That's the truth, so if she continues to be like this, then it won't look good. I still like the kind of person who will laugh when she sees it.
"Do you really want to know? Didn't you just say that you were just enjoying yourself in the past? "
So she was actually angry at this matter. That was truly a bit petty. I was just casually saying it just now. It could also be because I said something too casual about it, that's why she minded, right?
"We've only just met, and I can't always say that you're very beautiful. I like things like that, right?"
I was trying to explain, yes, I was explaining, I was analyzing, I just wanted her to know that what I had just said was not true, not at all what I was thinking, and I just wanted her to forget it.
"Then come here."
She beckoned to me, and I sat with her in the chair, sometimes looking out of the window on this side, and I didn't know if it was an architect's work or not. I usually didn't sit here, because I always felt cold.
"What happened to you?"
She was suddenly curious about my story, and I thought that if she knew my story, she wouldn't do it again. Well, then, I'll tell it and let her hear it.
"I became like this after flying cars."
"I remember when you first brought them in, the situation was very dangerous. Are you really not afraid that you would die?"
Actually, I felt that it might be a good thing if I died, but if I died, then my parents would be very lonely, so I always had a firm belief that I must live on. I never thought that it would be like this, in a group of six people, I was the only one left alive.
I dreamt that they would appear in front of me. There was a girl in the team whose name was Wang Yuanyuan, and that girl was actually my girlfriend before. Yes, we were once lovers, but now …
When my heart ached, I would always choose to sleep. I thought that after sleeping like this, I would be better off, but I still couldn't change my mind. I always felt that if there was a team that was destroyed and a survivor, he would be the most miserable one.
Before, I always thought Wang Yuanyuan didn't care about me, but after the accident, she was the first to reach me. At that time, I saw her explode beside me, and there was almost nothing left of her.
Can you understand that feeling?
Although I survived, I suffered more than death.
"If we die, then I'll just gather in the team. We can still play with the flying cars, maybe we'll be the best group to fly in the Underworld."
I smiled as I finished. I looked at her, but I saw that she was crying.
"You must be very upset, right?"
I didn't nod or shake my head. When I looked at her, I would think of my Wang Yuanyuan, that young girl.
"Did you study or work?"
She started to talk to me, and I thought that might be a good sign, so that I could slowly find out what was bothering her.
"Of course I'm studying, but our flying car is in the early stages of the college entrance exam, so it's time for me to repeat my studies after I leave the hospital."
"Are we still going to the university?"
"That's right!"
"Actually, I am just a university student. My parents are both intellectuals. Our family is actually very good. There are many things to be proud of. However, they disappeared overnight."
I could see that she was agitated, her voice trembling, her lips trembling, her tears dripping, telling a sad story.
"What's going on?"
Gas poisoning is probably, but I've always suspected that it was man-made. I feel that our family is an existence that is envied and envied by others, that's why my family no longer exists. It's because we brought too much of a difference to our neighbors, so we shouldn't exist.
My first thought was that she was too sad to think about anything else. In those days, intellectuals were respected, so how could they be the object of jealousy? As for the matter of persecution, I find it even more incredible.
"I think you're thinking too much. I just asked you for so long, are you really not going to tell me your name?"
"Sorry, I forgot to tell you. You can just call me Mi Huan."
I said, "Mi Huan, you think too much and you feel too dark. I know you can't accept such an outcome, but it really happened. You can't resent it, can you?"
I think I've found the source. I know why she's been refused access to the bugle sign.
The reason was because there were too many grievances in her heart. How could this be okay?