C3 I Wonder If We Can Meet Again
"Why can't I think that? I think that's how it happened. I've been looking for the murderer, but I can't find it. "
Her expression was already very excited. If I were to continue talking to her, it wouldn't be good for her at all. Since I already know the source of her illness, I will slowly enlighten her about the rest of it.
"Don't think too much into it. Sit down. Can you look at me quietly now?"
My voice is very gentle, actually when I was in school, in order to get a little bit of popularity, I chose psychology, because this subject is an unpopular subject, but as long as it is a boy who studies this subject, he will be quite charming, because his words can make people feel at ease.
She was the most resistant patient I had ever met, and she had stood in front of me for who knows how long, with her back to me, a gesture that was a little polite, even contemptuous of me, but I wouldn't be angry because I didn't have a certificate.
Afterwards, she still sat by my side. A few seconds later, she sat opposite of me, perhaps making it easier to observe me. I quietly looked into the distance, my gaze and vision not stopping where she was.
I know that once a person has a mental illness, they are most afraid of being ignored. They need the concern of others, but they are also very picky.
I saw her expression begin to turn sad, even a little mixed with bad emotions, yes, she was expressing her anger, the anger of being ignored by me, finally she could not bear it anymore.
"Tang Yi, why are you ignoring me?"
I was a little surprised when I replied, "No, I just kept looking out the window at the moonlight. I feel that the moonlight is very soft and natural. It's really quite beautiful."
She sat down on the chair, feeling annoyed with me. Maybe she thought that I was refusing her on purpose, but she didn't feel like she could say anything. After all, she was just a stranger.
Mitsuko got up and came over and sat down on the edge of my bed. She looked at me strangely, and I was a little frightened at the time.
Don't misunderstand me, I'm not afraid of her hitting me or biting me to death, I'm actually afraid of her weird thoughts.
"Tang Yi, actually, I want to know what it's like to get married."
I'm only seventeen now. Don't you think it's a bit stiff to say something like that to me now?
If I had been drinking water, I would have choked, but what happened after that was even more unbearable for me.
"To be honest, I've been lonely for such a long time. From the Republic until now, I've always wanted to find someone to marry, but I've never been able to find that person."
I asked with a little fear, "You can't be looking for me, right? I'm seventeen and you don't know anything. I'm very childish."
But after that day we did get married, yes, nothing, but we had a relationship.
After Mi Huan got up, she didn't look at me anymore. Perhaps it was because I was too reserved and she was a little disappointed.
"What do you think marriage is now?"
I started to ask her, I wanted to know what she was thinking all day, why she looked so strange, I didn't like her at all, she never seemed to laugh.
"There's nothing special about that. I'm just thinking that if you're really a Heavenly Master, you must know how to help me, right? I really want to reincarnate. "
So that's why you're marrying me.
Although I was a little unhappy, but what happened has already happened. It can be said that it is already the past.
I felt as if something were moving on the wall, like a stray ray of light, flashing. I wanted to find it, but my body wasn't fully recovered yet, and it might be difficult for me to concentrate.
"Tang Yi, why do you keep looking at the wall?"
I pointed to the other side and asked Mi Huan, "Mi Huan, do you know if there's something moving in there? I feel like it's something shining. He's flashing. You've been living here for so long. Do you know if there are other ghosts here?"
"No," she said. "I've always been alone in this room. How could there be any other ghost in this room?"
I was a little surprised, but I clearly saw it earlier. It was the place where that creature existed. Although I'm sometimes dazzled, this time it definitely isn't my imagination.
"Why do you still have to stare at the wall? If there's someone here, then wouldn't we be seen when we were sleeping?"
Mi Huan became more and more anxious. I held her hand and comforted her, "It's fine. You're thinking too much. The ghost that's about to appear right now must not have looked around much. So what if it did? Aren't we married?"
"Oh, as if we were legal!"
I was a little depressed and corrected him, "We are legal to begin with. I beg you, don't be so nervous one day. Looking at you like this, I feel quite uncomfortable. To be honest, I like the way you smile. I like watching you smile."
Mi Huan looked curiously at the wall. She must have noticed something. This is the first time I've seen a ghost who was so afraid of seeing a ghost. With a scream, she rushed to my side.
"What the hell are you afraid of? Let me go and shout, let me see what the hell this is for you to call out so that we can chat."
I shook my head. "I don't want to see another ghost."
I think she's so strange, I'm a ghost, why should I be afraid of seeing other ghosts?
"Isn't that a bit strange? Aren't you a ghost?"
"I'm a ghost!"
"That's right. Why are you afraid of seeing other ghosts? Aren't you the same kind of people? Are you afraid they'll hurt you? "
Mi Huan replied unhappily, "That's right! You've seen it too. Humans can bully others. Don't ghosts know how to bully others?"
After she said those words, I really couldn't find any words to refute her. She was right, this person can bully people, but why can't he bully ghosts? She was probably right.
That figure came out by himself. I saw that it was an old man. He looked very old, sat on the ground, looked up at me and said, "Hey, young man, you've been looking for me. I'm right here. "Ah, no, actually, I have something to talk to you about."
I felt very strange. Why did this old man say so many things in front of me, but he had already found me. What else could I say?