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I randomly picked up a leaf, and on it was written:

Today, 3 July 2007, it was drizzling. My mood was like the weather in Hai City, big brother, Xin Mei missed you again, I really wanted to, my heart felt like it was being pulled by something, and I couldn't bear to call you. You didn't answer my call.

Each leaf was a diary from a day, which seemed to have been copied and written on it