C38 Farewell Letter

Sister Li has been back to Zhejiang for three to four days, but she still hasn't come. I was a little anxious, so I called her back.

When I sent her a message in the evening, she replied that she was going to spend the new year in Hangzhou. I was in a good mood and sent him a message asking why.

She replied with a very, very long message:

"Pig, thank you for bringing me so much happiness these past few months, but when I returned to Hangzhou, I saw Xiao Bao, and I saw my parents. I thought for a long time, and after thinking about it carefully, I felt that we could not continue like this. What are we going to do, what are we going to do? Maybe our first relationship was a mistake. I'm a woman with a child and I'm married, and I'm so much older than you. Don't you think we're only together because of sex? "

"I have always relied on you in my heart and always think of you when I'm lonely, but I don't want this feeling to continue. I'm afraid I'll hurt you. Actually, I could tell that Xin Ru liked you very early on. I think that compared to me, Xin Ru is more suitable for you. She's the same age as you and we work together. And I, if you don't mind, would rather be your sister. "

Looking at this message, my mind went blank and the sky suddenly darkened. It was as if a flower that hadn't bloomed yet had its bud cut off.

My hands were trembling as I hurriedly called her. After calling her a few times, she resolutely hung up. Were all women really so heartless?

I tried my best to calm myself down, telling myself over and over that I had never thought to get to know a woman like Sister Li before. She had accidentally walked into my life and heart, perhaps this sudden disappearance and departure was the inevitable result.

I sighed heavily as I sent a message to ask where I was keeping her car. She replied that there was no need for me to drive back to the Qujiang Residence. She stopped in front of her house and gave the key to Li Na.

I was still unwilling to give up, so I made a phone call. "Sorry, the phone you have dialed is already off. Please try again later." the prompt.

Instantly, I was filled with rage. I slammed my phone against the wall and it shattered into pieces that landed on the floor. Looking at the broken phone fragments on the floor, I let out a rough sigh of relief. My heart was blocked, I hugged my head and closed my eyes, thinking back to the days when I was with Sister Li, how she had treated me with such meticulous care and care, that kind of warm and warm feeling, how I was sitting alone in that ice-cold room right now. It was almost New Year's Eve, but suddenly everything dimmed down.

I felt as if I had fallen from the warm sun into the icy cold sea. The strong contrast caused me to tear up.

I sat alone in my room, tears in my eyes, listening to the sounds of the firecrackers outside the window. It was the children of the village playing in the city, and the new year was coming soon. I had originally wanted to celebrate the new year with Sister Li, but she had returned to Hangzhou to celebrate the new year. I kind of hated her for lying to me.

Ever since that night when we sent Xin Ru home with the Sister Li, we never contacted each other again. I know that I have hurt Xin Ru, but I have only treated her as my own sister. This situation has made me extremely remorseful and guilty, especially since that night.

I felt like an old man sitting alone in his room, reminiscing about the past, waiting for death. New Year's Eve soon arrived. The sky far away from the city was filled with fireworks. The sound of firecrackers could be heard from the yard downstairs. It was a lively scene everywhere.

In previous years, on New Year's Eve, I would sit with my mother and sister on the hot brick bed at home to watch the Spring Festival Gala. My mother would burn the brick bed until it was very hot. And now I was sitting alone in the cold room, turning on the computer and watching the party live. He was staring at the computer screen, but was thinking about what was Sister Li doing now, and whether he was also at a reunion and watching a party.

Watching the party, I thought of my mother and called home. My sister picked up the phone and I asked her to give it to my mother. My mother took the phone and said that she didn't want me to come back for the new year. Never come back for the new year.

I pretended to be relaxed and said there was no helping it, the company was working overtime, but there would be extra overtime.

My mother was less angry when I told her how much money I had.

After hanging up the phone, my nose turned sour and I began to sob, my entire body trembling.

I forced myself to calm down, pulled my life away, crawled under the covers, and slept under the covers for a whole day and a half. In the end, he was so hungry that he got up from his bed and went downstairs to eat. But during the new year, all the restaurants were closed, so he could only go to the supermarket to buy a few packs of frozen dumplings and noodles and cook them himself.

He stayed in his room alone for a few days, but no one contacted him. One afternoon, I was bored in the Internet, suddenly a long gray picture lit up on QQ. It's the Sister Li, I thought in my heart. He opened the chat window with her and called "I miss you."

But when I thought about the message Sister Li sent me, I felt that I was being sentimental. He then closed the window with her and purposely switched the QQ online to let her see it.

My eyes stared fixedly at Sister Li's portrait for a long time before I realised that her signature had changed. "I tried to forget about you, but I realized that it was a little difficult."

I don't know why her condition suddenly changed when I went online. I wonder if she should show it to me. I also changed my name. "I can't wait until spring or summer, but I'm willing to wait for you until the end of the year."

Not long after I had finished changing my state, the Sister Li's portrait suddenly started to flicker. I seemed to have seen a trace of fire appearing in the darkness and hope rose in my heart. Quickly click on the conversation window.

Sister Li: Who are you waiting for?

TC: You.

Sister Li: Silly, are you home?

TC: No, at the place.

Sister Li: Why aren't you going home?

TC: Waiting for you.

Sister Li: Don't be silly, I've thought about the message I sent you for a long time, it isn't appropriate for us to be together. I feel that Xin Ru is more suitable to be together with you.

TC: Are you going to just ignore me like that? You know that I'm only treating Xin Ru like a little sister, I've really missed you these past few days. Why did you suddenly talk to me again?

Sister Li: To be honest, I tried my best not to think about you these few days, but I would always think about you accidentally. I wanted to try and forget about you, but you had also tried to forget about me. You said you liked children, and I wanted to send you my daughter's picture today.

TC: Whether you forget me or not, I will never forget you. Sister Li, I love you.

Sister Li sent me a picture of her daughter, Xiao Bao. In the photo, there was a cute little girl with big watery eyes and black hair. She looked extremely cute. A group of people were gathered in front of the cake while carrying Xiao Bao. I found the shadow of the Sister Li among the crowd.

Signature: Xiao Bao's third birthday

Sister Li: Did you see the photo?

Me: I see, Xiao Bao is very cute and beautiful, very similar to Sister Li.

Sister Li: Everyone said that they look similar to me, hehe.

TC: Sister Li, when are you coming to Xi'an? Can I pick you up?

Sister Li: No need, I'm not sure. Can we just forget about each other like that? I feel like I'm going to get lost and you're going to ruin your future. I've already told you so much, let's try to forget each other. I believe that after a period of time, you will definitely forget about me. I sincerely hope that you can be together with someone from your generation. Swine, I'm sorry, see you like this.

ME: Sister Li, don't, I'm begging you.

Her avatar turned gray after I sent the message. I don't know if she logged off or was invisible. I sent her a few messages in quick succession, but got no response after popping up a few video windows.

I think she really didn't want to talk to me anymore. The spark that had just been ignited was extinguished just like that. The feeling of having come back from the dead and dying again was really depressing, as if I had fallen into endless darkness.

Like an old man, I was alone in a small room, the bustling city was only other people, I was still alone, I was in a bad mood, I didn't want to walk around the streets, I didn't want to contact anyone, I bought a new phone after it broke, and I still hadn't used the card.

The first person to call me was Da Yong, it was the afternoon of the seventh day of the new year, I was silently smoking in my room, he called me, paid my respects to me in my late years, asked about my recovery, I said that I had fully recovered, it was very boring.

"How is it? Can you come to work?" Da Yong asked me, and added in a small voice: "The Director gave me a plan, I don't have any ideas, so come and take a look earlier."

"Let me see. Try to get to work earlier." I said, after spending the New Year alone in this small rented room, I really wanted to go to work at the company. With so many people around, at least I wouldn't be so lonely.

"Then come to work if there's nothing wrong with your health. This bro is waiting for you to save him." Da Yong said.

After I finished talking with him, I calculated the date and rested for two months. The director gave me three months of rest, and we were almost there.

So I called the director, and when I called him, he was a little surprised: "Xiao Wang, how have you been recently? How's the itching? Are you having a good New Year? "