C11 Are you feeling sorry for me
Are you feeling sorry for me?
Qiu Tong was wearing a set of dark professional clothes today. Her hair was tied up into a bun, and other than her young and beautiful appearance, she gave off an imposing and strict air.
I was stunned by Qiu Tong's aura and couldn't help but feel a sense of reverence towards him, as though I had completely forgotten that this was my miserable and intimate friend from the internet, floating like a dream.
It was very quiet in the hall. Everyone seemed to be in the same mood as me, they all stared at Qiu Tong, waiting for him to speak.
With just a few simple opening words, Qiu Tong entered into the topic. She spoke confidently about the importance of the distribution and the selling principles, to the point that she had become an expert in it.
The venue was still very quiet, everyone was listening to Qiu Tong carefully. At this time, Zhao Dajian took out a cigarette and lit it up. He looked up at the ceiling of the auditorium and started smoking as if there was no one around.
I absentmindedly looked at Qiu Tong, who had a resolute expression, and thought about the floating life in the virtual world, which was like a dream.
"For this year's great conquest, the company will take a two-legged approach. First, we will fight alone; second, we will take the scale approach; the company has set up a large customer development service department to take charge of this task. The person in charge of the new department has not been confirmed; those who are confident in themselves can be recommended …" Qiu Tong said.
Qiu Tong's words made me realize that I can't delay Yuan Duo's matter any further.
Following that, Qiu Tong gave his opinion on the other things to note in the distribution work. I discovered that although Qiu Tong had not been doing the distribution work for long, her understanding of the distribution work practice and theory was already quite deep.
She was better at this than I was. I still seemed to be good at tactics and lacked a sense of strategy.
In the end, Qiu Tong said something that left a deep impression on me: "I have not been in the Issuer for long, and I am not clear on the company's interpersonal issues, but today, I want to make it clear that the Issuer's future employment principles are only useful. As long as you have the ability, regardless of your identity, regardless of who you are or who you are.
Issuer had to be a united group. Everyone in the company had to have different positions and positions. No one shall be without organization or discipline, no one shall form gangs or crowd out any one. Today, let me express my attitude to everyone: In the Issuer, when doing things, you should act like me! "
Qiu Tong's tone of voice was very decisive and even somewhat strict.
I know what Qiu Tong said was not without purpose.
Just as Qiu Tong finished speaking, the entire venue immediately erupted into applause.
I couldn't help but to clap along with the crowd, secretly praising Qiu Tong's righteousness.
At this moment, I noticed that Zhao Dajian's expression was a little unnatural, even though he also clapped a few times.
At that moment, I had a sudden desire to talk to the Floating Life.
This thought was quite strong.
When I got back to the dorm in the evening, I opened the computer's login button.
She was online.
I looked at my portrait that was floating like a dream, and thought about my dreamlike life and status quo. I thought about what Qiu Tong had said to the General Assembly during the day and felt deeply emotional in my heart. I couldn't help but reach out and knock on my keyboard, "What are you doing?"
The other party seemed to have been shocked into a daze and quickly replied, "Ah — you —"
"What's wrong?"
"You're not missing? Why did it appear again? "
I took a deep breath. "I've been on a business trip and have just returned recently. I didn't bring my computer with me when I was on a business trip, so it's inconvenient for me to surf the internet."
"So that's how it is. You mysteriously disappeared, I … "I thought you ignored me."
Floating Life like Dream appeared to be excited, as well as sad and resentful.
I had an indescribable feeling in my heart: "No, I just temporarily didn't go online. Sorry, I didn't say hello to you on my business trip."
"It's nothing. You're doing your job too, so of course you can't be online every day. Understand."
"I saw the message you left for me. It's a belated birthday blessing. Happy birthday every day."
"Thank you. This is the only birthday blessing I received, and it's also my most treasured birthday blessing. I will remember it well."
My heart couldn't help but ache. "I didn't think that your life would be so miserable. I didn't think that your reality would be so helpless. You really aren't easy to deal with."
"Are you feeling sorry for me?"
My heart ached even more. "No, I'm not pitying you. I just feel that I understand you better. If you can tell me your feelings, I'll be honored and cherish it."
"Do you think that I'm very fragile and laughable? To think of the air of the virtual world as an inexplicable target for me to pour out my heart to."
"No, although the internet is virtual, but you and I are real. In this invisible world, I can see your beating heart, and I can see the you in the real world that is strong and determined."
"Can you really see my heart? "How do you know that in the real world I would be strong and tough?"
"Feel, feel."
"Your intuition is quite accurate. It's as if you're right in front of me right now, looking at me."
I didn't dare speak.
"The world is a strange place. Some people can't be together, but their hearts are together. Some people can be together on the surface, but their hearts can't be together."
I couldn't help but think of Li Shun. I didn't know how far Qiu Tong and Li Shun had gotten, but when I thought about the beautiful, noble, and refined Qiu Tong together with a playboy like Li Shun, my heart suddenly felt an intense pain.
I don't know if I'm jealous or not, but I carefully type out a sentence, "You guys... "Married?"
"Nope."
My heart relaxed a little, and I couldn't help but say, "So, you two are together?"
"What do you mean, together?"
I simply said, "Living together!"
"Do you care?"
I don't know what her mood was when she asked this question: "I don't know, maybe I shouldn't have asked this question, I can't answer it!"
Floating Dream was silent for a moment, then said, "We didn't have any physical contact."
I heaved a sigh of relief. "Alright!"
Then, how could someone like Li Shun let Qiu Tong go?
"You don't want me to be with him. You want me to be an ungrateful person, don't you?"
I was speechless for a moment.
Floating Life Like a Dream: "You don't need to answer this question. In fact, many things in the world don't have an answer. Since there's no answer, why painstakingly searching for it?"
I said, "I just want you to be happy in your life. As for everything else, I don't know what to say."
"Thank you. I believe that everything that has happened now is fated. I dare not be unwilling to fight against fate. I am a simple woman, and similarly, I desire happiness and beautiful emotions. However, I have to respect reality and live up to my conscience. Even though I was raised by my parents and had no parents, I am definitely not an unreasonable person. "
I suddenly remembered what I had said to her on the cruise ship, and I felt sorry for her.
Floating Life continued, "Although I do not love him, I must accept the reality of living with him in the future. He never forced me to do anything, although he always put himself in a superior position in front of me. In this respect, he respected me. I would rather let myself remain his nominal ornament forever. I know, of course, that he needs a decent, beautiful woman in the hall to give him face, and that this is probably where my role and value lies. "
At this moment, of course I didn't know that if Qiu Tong and Li Shun were to get married, it would be a world-shocking level 9 earthquake.
I stared at her words, feeling a pang of sadness in my heart.
After a moment of silence, Fleeting Time spoke again, "I don't feel like a good woman now!"
"Why?" I typed a dry sentence.
"Because I feel like I'm in this virtual world …" At this point, she stopped.
I understand what she didn't say, and I know how she feels about me. In fact, I know that Yun Er is still lingering in my heart, but, unconsciously, I have developed some kind of indescribable feelings for her.
There are some things that are not transferred by the will of man.
"I know what you mean."
"I know you do. Do you think I'm a bad woman?"
"No, you're a good woman. The most beautiful woman I've ever seen."
"Thank you for your evaluation, but you have never seen me before. How do you know I'm a beautiful woman?"
I realized that I had almost let my mouth slip, so I hurriedly said, "Although I can't see, the heart and the eyes are the same. If the heart thinks, the eyes will be able to see." A pure and intelligent woman, must be a beautiful woman. "
"You really know how to talk, as if you've really seen me. Actually, although I have never seen you before, I know that you are a brilliant and talented man. "
I felt a little embarrassed. "Wrong. I am actually a lowly man. I don't have any talent, let alone any excellence."
"You are very modest. If I may ask, do you have a girlfriend?"
"There used to be one, but now she's just air."
"I'm sorry, I shouldn't have asked that."
"Nothing."
My heart rose and fell. I remembered a saying: One could meet a person in a second, one minute, one hour to fall in love with a person, one day to fall in love with a person, but it took me a lifetime to forget a person.
After a while, Wandering said, "How's your recent job?"
Naturally, I couldn't talk to her about my work. "It's okay, what about you?"
"Everything is going according to plan. Just like the dozen or so other newspapers in the city, our annual conquest has begun."
"Alright, you can do it!" With your ability, you will definitely succeed! "
"Hehe, thank you for your encouragement. Without your guidance and advice, I really wouldn't have been able to find a way at the start. "Oh right, I still have some things to ask you."
"Speak —"
Floating Life was like a dream: "Our big contract for this year, split into two paths. One was the one I told you about before, the one to set up a big customer development service, and the other was the scattered contract for Distributor. However, the Distributor is, after all, a disadvantaged group of society. I'm a bit confused by this question, and for the moment I can't think of a way to get a grip on it. "
I thought for a moment and said, "Based on what you said, why don't you find a suitable host body."
"Carrier?"
"Right, it's to do some activities."
"Activity?"
"Yes, through activities, gather the scattered weak forces!"
Floating Life fell silent for a moment.
I lit up a cigarette, looked at the lifelike portrait in a daze, and thought about Qiu Tong in the daytime.