C1355 Making Trouble
Those who had to face "the present," of course, would not ruin their "life," because of the trivialities of their lives, which were, after all, more or less madly envied by those who did not have stable jobs.
One's quest is laudable and encouraging, but one cannot do impractical things blindly, and whatever one pursues, one must first make sure one has the ability to pursue it