C29 If the attack failed he would be taken advantage of

An indiscernible gaze made him feel extremely tormented. Mu was uneasy to feel that the recent anxiety and restlessness were constantly occupying and eroding his state of mind more and more often. He was afraid that one day he would be told he was suffering from manic-depressive illness.

A sexual addiction was enough for him to be annoyed. If he were to get manic-depressive illness again