C23 Reality Is so Cruel

When I got back to the dorm at night, I turned on my computer and logged on to the computer to see if I was dreaming.

She was online, but she didn't say anything. She didn't leave a message.

I looked at my head that was floating like a dream, thought about my dreamy life and current situation. I thought about Qiu Tong's speech at the General Assembly that day, and my heart was filled with emotion.

I typed, "What are you doing?"

The other party seemed to have been shocked into a daze and quickly replied, "Ah — you —"

"What's wrong?"

"You — you're missing, aren't you? Why did it appear again? "

I took a deep breath. How could that be? Business trip, always busy, recently just returned, travel time did not bring a computer, online is inconvenient. "

"So that's the case. I thought you would never come again, then you mysteriously disappeared. I …" I thought you were ignoring me. "

It could be seen that the dream-like feeling was somewhat agitated, as well as sadness and grief.

I had an indescribable feeling in my heart: "No, I just temporarily didn't go online. Sorry, I didn't say hello to you on my business trip."

Illusory Dream: "It's nothing. You're also working on your career, so of course you can't be online everyday. I understand."

ME: "I saw your message. I saw your birthday. I sent you a belated birthday wish. I wish you a happy birthday."

"Thank you …" This is the only birthday blessing I received, and it's also my most cherished birthday blessing, so I will remember it well. "

At this moment, my heart ached. "I didn't expect your life to be so miserable, and I didn't expect your reality to be so helpless. It really isn't easy for you."

As if in a dream: "Yutang, are you pitying me? But, I don't need it. That night, I drank too much and couldn't help but want to find someone to talk to, because in the real world, I don't have anyone to talk to. "

My heart ached even more. "No, don't misunderstand me. I don't pity you, I just feel that I understand you better. You can treat me as a friend and tell me about it. I am honored and cherished."

"Reality is always so cruel, life is always so helpless, life is always so contradictory. Do you think that I'm very fragile and laughable, that I take the air of the virtual world as an inexplicable target to pour out my feelings to you?"

Me: "I don't find it funny. Although the internet is virtual, but you and I are real. The way we tap the keyboard is also real. "In this invisible world, I can see your beating heart, and I can see you in the real world, strong and resolute …"

Fantasy dream: "Can you really see my heart? "How do you know that in the real world I would be strong and tough?"

I said, "Feel, feel."

As if in a dream, she said, "Your intuition is really accurate. It's as if you're right in front of me right now, looking at me …"

My heart skipped a beat and I didn't dare say anything.

"The world is a strange place. Some people cannot be together, but their hearts are together. Some people seem to be together, but their hearts cannot be together."

My heart skipped a beat again, and I couldn't help but think of Li Shun. I didn't know how far Qiu Tong and Li Shun had progressed, but when I thought about the beautiful, noble, and refined Qiu Tong sharing a bed and pillow with a popinjay like Li Shun, my heart suddenly felt an intense pain that was unbearable.

I don't know if I'm jealous or not, but I carefully type out a sentence: "You... "Married?"

"Not yet."

My heart was a little bit more relaxed, but I couldn't help but type out another sentence. "Then …" Are you two together? "

"What do you mean, together?"

I simply said, "Living together!"

"Do you care?"

I don't know how she felt when she asked this question. "I don't know," she said. "Maybe I shouldn't have asked this question.

Floating Dream was silent for a moment. "We didn't have any physical contact."

I was so relieved that I said, "Alright, alright!"

Following that, I became suspicious, if it was someone like Li Shun, how could he let him go?

"You don't want me to be with him. You want me to be an ungrateful person, don't you?"

I was speechless for a moment.

Illusory Dream: "You don't need to answer this question. In fact, there are many things in this world that do not have an answer. Since there is no answer, then why painstakingly search for it?"

I said, "I just want you to be happy in your life. As for everything else, I don't know what to say."

"Thank you, I believe in fate. I believe that everything I have now is fated, and I don't dare not to fight against fate. I am a simple woman, and similarly, I long for happiness, for love, for good feelings. However, I must respect reality, and must live up to my conscience. Even though I was raised by my parents and had no parents, I am definitely not an unreasonable person. "

I suddenly remembered what I had said to her on the cruise ship, and I felt sorry for her.

"Although I do not love him, I must accept the reality of living with him in the future," continued Fantasy. He never forced me to do anything, although he always put himself in a superior position in front of me. In this respect, he respected me. I know that the people he makes friends with outside are all people of great ability, but I don't want to care about that. Of course, I can't do anything about it either. I would rather let myself remain his nominal ornament forever. Of course, I know that he needs a decent and beautiful woman to give him face and make him look good. My role and value may also be here. "

At this moment, of course I didn't know that if Qiu Tong and Li Shun were to get married, it would be a world-shocking level 9 earthquake.

I stared at her words, feeling a pang of sadness in my heart.

After a moment of silence, Huan Huan continued, "I don't feel like a good woman now!"

"Why?" I typed a dry sentence.

"Because I feel like I'm in the internet, in this virtual world." At this point, she stopped.

I understand the meaning behind her words, I know how she feels about me, a Yutang. In fact, it's not like I don't have feelings for her, even though Dong Er is still lingering in my heart, but, unconsciously, I have developed some kind of indescribable feelings for her.

There are some things that are not transferred by the will of man.

"I know what you mean."

"I know you understand. Tell me, am I a bad woman?"

"No, you're a good woman. The most beautiful woman I've ever seen."

Floating Dream said, "Thank you for your evaluation. "But you haven't seen me. How do you know I'm a beautiful woman?"

Only then did I realize that I had almost let my mouth slip, and I hurriedly said, "Although I can't see, but the heart and the eyes are the same. If the heart thinks, the eyes will be able to see. A pure and intelligent woman, must be a beautiful woman. "

Like a dream: "You really know how to talk, as if you've really seen me. Actually, although I have never seen you before, I know that you are a brilliant and outstanding man. "

I was a little embarrassed and hurriedly said, "Wrong, I am actually a lowly man. I don't have any talent, let alone any excellence."

As if in a dream, she said: "You are very modest, I take the liberty to ask you, do you have a girlfriend?"

"There used to be, but now, she's just air."

Illusory Dream: "Sorry, I shouldn't have asked this …"

"Nothing," I said sadly.

My heart rose and fell. I thought of a saying: "One minute can meet a person in a second."

Zhong knew a person, fell in love with them every hour, and fell in love with them every day. However, he had to spend his entire life forgetting someone.

After a while, Huan Huan said dreamily, "Alright, let's not talk about this anymore. How's your recent job? "

Naturally, I couldn't talk to her about my work. "It's okay, what about you?"

"Everything is going according to plan. Just like the dozens of other newspapers in the same city, our annual bazaar has begun."

ME: "Okay, come on! "With your ability, you will definitely succeed!"

Illusory Dream said, "Heh heh... Thank you Yutang for your encouragement. Without your guidance and guidance, I really wouldn't have been able to find a way out in the beginning. "Right, I still have to ask you …"

ME: "Speak —"

Our big deal this year," he said. "It's a two-legged deal. One is what I told you about setting up a major client development service. The other is a piecemeal offer from the distributor. However, the distributor was a weak person in this society after all. The effect might not necessarily be good if they just asked for it themselves. I'm a bit confused by this question, and for the moment I can't think of a way to get a grip on it.

I thought for a moment and said, "To do marketing, the carrier is very important. According to what you said, why not find a suitable carrier?"

"Carrier?"

"Yes, it's an activity," I said. "To sell a product, the best carrier is an activity!"

"Activity?"

"Yes, it's about activities. Gather the scattered weak forces together and carry out effective activities. Activities are the best carrier for marketing!"

"Oh, let me think …" Floating Life fell silent for a moment.

I lit a cigarette, looked at the lifelike portrait in a daze, and thought about Qiu Tong in the daytime …

After an unknown period of time, he finally spoke up, "Is Great God still around?"

I said, "Yes!"

A happy expression was sent from a dreamy dream. "I was thinking about it just now and I understand the meaning behind your words. Right, I decided to organize the advertising department as the unit, and conduct the 'Three Washes' event."

"Three baths?" For a moment I didn't understand.

"Yes, take three baths, wash the floors and wash the doors." "Change the previous way of individual combat, set up a collective levy with all the distributors, make full use of the advantages of group warfare... To wash the streets is to advertise and procure the shops along the streets. To wash the buildings is to make sure that all the residential buildings in the urban areas are taken care of. To do so in the districts and in front of the buildings is to advertise and advertise all the shops at the gates of the market. "

I immediately admired Qiu Tong's nimble thinking and ability to expand and expand. When I said that I was going to do something earlier, I didn't think of a specific plan, but Qiu Tong actually understood how to use it so well. I'm ashamed of myself for this.