C38 A Sudden Burst of Jealousy

At this moment, I couldn't help but want to slap myself twice. Aren't your mouth usually rather glib? Why did you fall for it at such a crucial moment!

Qiu Tong felt that he had nothing much to say to a person like me and hastily left. I went back to the dormitory.

In the evening, after dinner, I went online and saw her in a dream. She told me that she was sitting on the bed right now because she had sprained her ankle. Although the pain had lessened a lot after someone had pushed her, she still didn't dare to move.

I couldn't help but blame her for not walking carefully, telling her to hurry up and find a hot towel to warm up. Her words were unconsciously filled with concern and consideration.

She then said to me, "Ke Ke, were you concerned about me just now?"

"What do you think?"

"I'm asking you!"

"Right!"

"I like it when you care about me... Ever since I was young, what I longed for the most was someone caring for me, even if it was just a little bit of warmth … "Haha …"

I looked at my nose and felt a burst of pain. Then, I thought about the scene when I saw Li Shun in the day and said, "I have something to ask you, I wonder if you will be unhappy?"

"Go ahead, I won't be unhappy with anything you ask!"

"Why aren't you married yet? According to age, it's time to get married. "

"Yes, it is time to get married. Although I have always feared the arrival of this moment, I know that this day is inevitable …" He was a domineering and stubborn male chauvinist, demanding that my wife be a housewife, a full wife, and repeatedly asking me to quit my job and marry him, saying that he was bringing me up …

But I don't want to be a bird in a golden silk cage. I want to do my own work. Life is so short, and I want to show my worth in the struggle. So I never agreed …" Of course, I might be using his stubbornness to delay the arrival of that day.

"Is he a philanderer?"

"Yes, Blossom Heart Radish! All sorts of women around him … I couldn't care less, and I couldn't be bothered to care anymore. "

"Then... "Why is it that he hasn't been with you all this time …" I asked again, feeling sour somehow.

Fleeting Time was silent for a while and then said, "I've been confused about this question before... A few days ago, this question seemed to have an answer. I heard that he was drunk once and told people that the women he had played with were all junk in his eyes, that those who wanted to marry him were all daydreams, that the wife he wanted to marry had to be from a traditional upright family, and that any woman who slept casually with a man was definitely not a good thing.

He said there were only two women in his heart that he respected the most, one was his mother, the other was me... Perhaps, this was also because he had never treated me like this … but he's always been very domineering in front of me. "

I couldn't help but nod my head. It seemed that Young Master Li had a good idea of what kind of woman he was going to play with. He knew what kind of woman could be his wife, and what men were like.

At this moment, Floating Life and I both felt that Li Shun's drunken mantra seemed to be a reasonable explanation for this matter. As for the real secret, I only found out later.

I said, "It's hard for you to live."

"Hehe …" "Actually, it's very easy for people to live easily. It's better to not be so clear-headed and be muddle-headed." "I used to admire the happiness of others," he said. When he looked back, he found himself being looked up at and envied by others. However, my happiness is often seen by others, but not in my heart. "

I couldn't help but sigh. "Ai …"

She continued, "Ke Ke, don't sigh for me. Actually, I am not willing to lament over the injustice of fate.

The dreamy words made my heart grow heavy with grief and heartache for her fate. I know, she's taking up more and more of the space in my heart, even though Dong Er has always been hard for me to get rid of.

After a while, as if he was in a dream, he said, "Ke Ke, let me tell you something. Do you know who helped me push this afternoon?"

"I don't know!"

"It's that Yi Ke, the person that I mentioned to you before. He helped me push it! He is now working at major customer department and will not deliver the newspapers. "

At this moment, I couldn't help but forget about my identity, "Didn't that Yi Ke molest you before? How did you get him to help you push it? Wouldn't this give him an opportunity to take advantage of you? "

When I said this, I was even a little jealous.

"Hehe …" Ke Ke, are you jealous … "Isn't it?" Fantasy smile: "Idiot, what are you thinking about... He was very attentive when he gave me massage, and his technique was quite professional. I only found out today that he used to work in a pedicure shop. "

Like a dream, the intimate "fool" confused my heart, and even some of my infatuation.

I focused. "So, that kid is very well-behaved today?"

"Yes, I slipped in the beginning and fell on top of him. He touched my body, that might have been unintentional."

I couldn't help but be jealous again. "What's going on? Why do you have to slip and fall down on him? Why don't you fall on me …" How dare you! "

Floating Dream happily laughed, "Haha, you unreasonable fellow. At that time, it was only him and me, and he just happened to be standing behind me. Where would I go to find you … Do you think I want to fall? "Well, actually, it's a good thing he's behind me, or I'd have fallen."

"So I have to thank him?" I said, "Hmph, I'll find some time to meet this kid. I'll have to beat him up."

"You're a violent man." Fantasy sent an angry look and said, "Hey — why are you thanking him? And why did you hit him? "

"Of course it's for you!" I said without thinking.

"Hee hee …" You feel like my bodyguard. "

"Didn't you dislike me being your bodyguard?"

"That's two different things. I don't like you being someone's bodyguard, but I do like you being my bodyguard. It's impossible in real life, so just be my bodyguard in the virtual world."

"Alright then, I'll listen to you!"

"Thank you."

"What are you thanking me for? Is there a need to be so courteous with our relationship?"

"What is our relationship?" Fantasy to send a mischievous smile.

"What do you think?" I had a heartbeat.

"I... I won't say. "

"Even if you don't say it, you still understand in your heart." I pressed on.

"I... I may understand. "

"Then what do you understand?" I teased her.

"I... I understand that you are a Big Scoundrel. "

"Haha …" I smiled mischievously.

After a while, he said dreamily: "Ke Ke, I need to ask you a personal question, do you mind?"

I replied with some caution, "That will depend on what questions you ask."

"I want to ask …" That... Your old girlfriend. "

My heart sank. "What?"

"I... I'm not doing anything, I just want to ask, what's the point … I feel that you care about her a lot. Even though you two aren't together anymore, it seems that you still deeply miss her in your heart. "

I didn't say anything for a long time. Soon, I replied, "Mhmm …" He then sighed. "Sigh …"

"Ke Ke, I've stirred up your sadness and unhappiness. Sorry."

I sent him a smile. "It's nothing, I didn't..." Don't take it to heart. "

"Ke Ke... "Don't lie to me. Although I can't see your expression nor hear your voice, I can feel how you're feeling right now. At this moment, I really want to do something for you, but I don't know what to do."

"I'm already moved by your thought. I don't need you to do anything. I will gradually get used to it. Perhaps, everything will be better."

"Ke Ke, I don't know why she left you. About your love …

I don't seem to have the right to talk about it, but I'm sorry to think you're unhappy.

"I still want to say that there are some people who are caught, who are missed, who are missed, who have too many twists and turns in their journey, and who can turn around for the rest of their lives. "If we get to know each other at the last intersection, we might be strangers at the next intersection …"

I concentrated on the dreamy words, my heart pounding.

In the dead of night, in complete silence, I sat in front of my computer and tapped my keyboard. In front of the visible screen, in an invisible space, I silently and truly communicated with the dreamy …

Ever since I pushed Qiu Tong by his ankle, Qiu Tong had met me again. His attitude no longer seemed so cold, and he would occasionally nod his head to greet me.

In the real world, even the tiniest bit of kindness from the Supreme Goddess would make me feel excited. I couldn't help but think how great it would be if I could combine reality and virtual reality together.

However, I clearly knew that this was just a dream. In the virtual world, no matter how close one's dreams were to mine, it was impossible for them to have anything with me in real life.

In reality, she has to be with Li Shun in the end and I can only be a bystander.

Thinking of this, a sense of inferiority and depression arose in my heart once again. I felt the conflict between reality and the virtual world, as well as helplessness.