C45 He Broke out in a Cold Sweat

Dong Er actually came to Xinghai, was she just passing by or just looking for him? My brain is crazy, crazy, thinking...

She shouldn't be here to look for me. If she were to remember to look for me, she wouldn't have left me without saying anything …

How is she now, happy in her life? Did he have a new boyfriend? 'Did she come by herself or did she … ' She had never liked going out alone. She was afraid that she would go out alone, so when she came out this time, there must be someone accompanying her. It must be a man …

I lay sprawled on the cold marble floor of the square...

At this moment, I, who was always cautious, neglected an important part.

When night fell, I finally got up and dragged my tired legs, my numb brain, and my cold and miserable heart out of the shopping plaza.

After returning to the dormitory, I took out a bottle of Erguotou and drank it all in one go.

He quickly became drunk after drinking alone.

I turned off the light and lay on my narrow bed. Looking at the clear and cold darkness that shrouded me in a daze, I thought about the Dong Er that I had suddenly seen today that had disappeared in a flash. My heart was in turmoil and my emotions were unable to calm down. The feeling of being abandoned returned to his heart.

I suddenly miss the dream, and I want it very much.

He got up, turned on the lights, turned on the computer, and logged on to the game.

"Illusory Dream..." "I miss you. I miss you very much. I especially miss you …" I don't care if she's there or not. I type a line of words quickly, a little drunk and numb in my head.

"At this moment, I am in great pain. I am very sad. I am very lonely. I really need you to accompany me …" But, you're not here … I feel like I'm going to die, I'm going to die. " I continued to vent my emotions madly.

When I was done, I stared at the screen and let the tears run down my cheeks.

After an unknown period of time, a dream-like illusion suddenly appeared online.

"Ke Ke, what's wrong? I just came home and saw you. What's the matter with you? Is something wrong? " Floating Life said.

She came. When he needed her the most, she appeared!

For some reason, my tears suddenly began to flow. My fingers were trembling, but I was unable to type.

"Ke Ke — Ke Ke — you speak — speak — don't speak — you don't speak, I am very anxious. I am very worried with your appearance, speak …" Are you there? " A worried expression was sent over as though it was from a dream.

I lit a cigarette, took a couple of puffs, forced myself to calm down, and punched the keyboard. "I'm here."

"Oh, I'm relieved if you are here... You scared me to death. I just saw what you said. I was worried to death … Are you all right? What happened? "

"I'm fine, nothing happened, it's just …" I just miss you so much... "I really want to."

Floating Dream remained silent for a while and said, "Thank you …" Thank you for missing me... Actually, when did I ever … Every day and night, I will... Although I can't see your face nor hear your voice, it's clear that you're in my heart and in my mind. "

My heart shuddered, "Ruo Meng, I call you Ruo Meng, do you like it?"

"I like it, I like everything you call me."

"Ruo Meng."

"Yes, I'm here."

"Ruo Meng, I …"

"Ke Ke, I'm listening."

"Ruo Meng, I … I like you. I like you a lot.

"Ke Ke, thank you. I understand what you mean. I... I like you a lot too. "

My heart was in turmoil. Although neither of us had said 'I love you' to each other, it was enough to make my head spin.

"Ruo Meng, I can hear your heart beating."

"Ke Ke, I heard your heartbeat too... It's right in front of us, right by our ears. " Floating Dream said, "Even though I know that this is a virtual reality, even though I know that in reality we will never become possible, even though I have never seen you, even though I have never heard your voice, but I clearly feel that all of this is so real, so real, so clear, so deep into my heart."

"Ruo Meng, you are the most beautiful woman in my heart … I'll always like it... "No matter where you are, no matter where you are, I will always remember you …"

"Ke Ke, you are the best man I know, so I will cherish you well …" As he spoke in a dreamy voice, he sent a deeply emotional emoji, "Ke Ke, at this moment … I have a feeling I've never had before... In this virtual world, everyone is living in a sea of people. Being able to get to know you is the arrangement of fate, and is God's compensation and pity for my reality. "

In my heart, a myriad of tenderness, honey and unspeakable reluctance welled up. "Ruo Meng, I'm leaving now. Tomorrow, or even the day after tomorrow, I'll be leaving Xinghai."

"Are you leaving?" "Where are you going?" A surprised expression was sent over.

"I don't know. Perhaps, it will be very, very far away. But, no matter where I go, I will never forget about you in Xinghai … "

"Ke Ke... Wherever you are... I... Everyone will remember you... At this moment, I suddenly feel very sad. "

"Ruo Meng, don't be sad. In fact, no matter where I am, we are still together. In this virtual world, we have already crossed thousands of mountains and rivers. There is no distance between us on the internet … In the future, we can continue to meet here, chat here, and communicate here. "

"I know... However, I still feel very sad, you want to travel alone, to drift through the four seas, I... "Take care. Live well." He seemed to be crying.

I finished my cigarette, drank a large mouthful of water, adjusted my breathing, and said, "Ruo Meng, I drank quite a bit today and said a lot of things that I haven't said before. But, those are the words in my heart."

"I know, I understand. Ke Ke, promise me one thing, in the future, no matter where, no matter what happens, no matter how bad your mood is, don't drink alone, okay? When you're in a bad mood, leave a message for me. I'll chat with you to relieve your boredom. "

"I promise you!"

"Ke Ke, can you smile for me?"

I sent him a smiley face.

"It's good that you're smiling." "Ke Ke, remember, you are a man, a man who stands at the top of the earth. A man can't be defeated by anything, no matter what difficulties, tribulations, or setbacks you face, you have to remain optimistic and confident.

"I firmly believe that you will not be defeated by any setbacks. No matter where you are in the future, no matter what you are going to do, you will definitely stand up again. I have that confidence, and you will have that confidence, won't you? "

I was silent for a moment before I sighed. "Hmm …"

She continued to say: "Calm down, calm down, life, step by step, little by little throw away, walk out of the road, throw away the baggage. In this way, the longer you walk, the calmer your heart becomes. "

"Mm …"

"Life is a mirror, you smile at it, it will smile at you, you cry at it, it will cry at you... "Therefore, we must be strong. Remember, there has never been a savior in this world."

My heart quivered slightly. My heart was deeply moved by the dreamlike words. I felt that I should start to thoroughly reflect on the past.

It seemed that his self-reflection would continue in the future on his wandering journey. Perhaps, at some point in time, I will completely get rid of the haze of the past, and find back the confident, tough, and full of fighting spirit of me.

Of course, if that day ever came, it would be inseparable from a dreamy encouragement.

That night, I chatted with Fleeting Time for a long time. Unknowingly, the sky had lit up, and I felt sleepy. I yawned and said, "It's already morning. You still need to busy yourself with your work during the day. Rest."

"Time flies so fast. It's already dawn. "I'm not sleepy, I'm not sleeping. Go out and run. Sleep for a while."

"Alright!"

"Ke Ke, will you be online tonight?"

"This... I don't know, maybe. " I plan to treat Yun Yun and Zhang Xiaotian to a final dinner tonight.

"Alright, then I'll wait until you get to 11 tonight. If you don't come online, then I won't wait any longer."

"Alright! "Then let's go now."

"Wait …"

"Why?"

"Ke Ke, I... I have one more thing to do. " Floating Life seemed to be hesitating.

"Speak!"

"I... Shall we do a video? I want to see you, and I want you to see me... "Okay?"

I nearly fainted. "Not good, my computer doesn't have a camera."

"Then... Shall we send each other pictures? "

"Not good, I don't have any photos on my computer!"

"Then... Why don't we talk, okay? " He was like a dream that never gave up.

"Don't you remember the principles we stated when we first met? Have you forgotten to send a video or to talk to each other when there were no photos?"

"I... I didn't forget... But, you're leaving, I … "I …"

"That's good, then continue to adhere to our principles of communication. You must know, we can only be friends in the virtual world and never enter into reality. Since that's the case, wouldn't it be better to leave each other with a beautiful impression and fantasy?"

"Mm …"

"Also, no matter where, no matter how far away we are, the distance between us is just the distance of a computer screen's thickness of a net … Do you understand? "

"I see." Floating Dreams was now like a child who had made a mistake.

"Alright, leave."

"Goodbye!"

After turning off the computer, I broke out in a cold sweat.