C8 Experiential Decision Experience
The manager went out. I reached for a cigarette on the table, pulled one out, and smoked it leisurely.
Ten minutes later, the manager returned. He rubbed his hands together and said, "Bro, it's done. The boss happily agreed. We'll start the month's activities tomorrow and gift it to you for half a year."
I was ecstatic, but my expression didn't change as I said, "Alright, I'll give you a receipt first. When you're done, contact me. Here's my name card."
It was settled, and as I came out of the sales office, I looked at the hot midday sun and gave a violent wave of my arm in the air.
F * ck, if a person doesn't force him, then he wouldn't even know how outstanding he is. In the evening, I rewarded myself with buying two bottles of Xinghai beer and half a catty of beef.
There was a nice meal.
After eating and drinking to his heart's content, he switched on his computer, put on his headphones, and began to surf the internet while listening to the melancholy song "Argentina, Don't Weep for me".
The reason I wore my headphones was so I wouldn't have to listen to the regular bed activity after the students came back. After so long of being harassed, my hormones would be out of whack.
Floating Life is online.
I sent her a handshake and she smiled back.
"I haven't seen you in days!" "No," I said.
As if in a dream, he said, "I've got something to take care of. I just got back today!"
"Oh …"
"Did you like it when you were listening to 'Don't Weep for Me in Argentina'?"
"Yes, actually I like it because of the melancholy of the song."
"Are you depressed at the moment?"
"Maybe, maybe, almost, but occasionally there's a glimmer of light in those melancholy days."
"Hehe, so you've found a ray of light today?"
"Having just finished a business deal in the day, I feel somewhat comforted."
"Congratulations, you must be an excellent manager. I want to learn from you about this."
I felt a burst of shame. Yes, I was once a self-confident and accomplished business owner. But now, I am nothing at all.
I said, "I dare not say, I am actually a very trashy enterprise manager."
"Don't belittle yourself. Excessive modesty is pride... "How about it? Are you busy these past few days?"
"Ordinarily, what about you?"
"Busy. I just took over a new job. I need to get familiar with a lot of things. There's pressure, motivation, and a lot of resistance."
"Are you confident?"
"There must be! After all, there are more ways than difficulties … Life is a struggle, and I can accept defeat, but I can't accept that I've never fought before. "
My heart jolted. He had been like this himself, full of fighting spirit for his ideals, for his career, for his love. It was just that after experiencing this double blow, he was now dispirited. Although he was still working on it, he no longer had the lofty aspirations he once had. Now, he was only trying to get out of this crisis and earn a living.
At the time, I had a masochistic tendency not to let myself think.
I said, "You're in a good mood. You'll definitely succeed!"
Illusory Dream said, "Heh heh... Thank you for your encouragement. I believe in one thing: the life of a person
There are a lot of things that can knock you down, but what can really knock you down is your own mindset, so, I think mindset is very important. "
A thought struck me.
Dreamlike: "Is your melancholy born of trouble?"
"I don't know, sigh …"
"Why are you sighing …" "Don't be like this. I think maybe you are a very persistent person."
"How do you know?"
"Because, all troubles come from persistence."
"Oh …"
"Actually, in life, whatever we cling to, we will be burdened by it. Whoever we cling to will be hurt by that person. So we have to learn to put down everything to see light, do not worry, do not care, right or wrong is not indifferent. No matter what you lose, don't lose your good mood. The heart is the painter. Grasp your own heart and let your mind be calm, pure white, and quiet. "
My heart skipped a beat and I didn't say anything for a long time.
"Hehe, I'm trying to comfort you. What I don't know is that sometimes, I can't even walk around in circles. Humans are always easier to say than to do. The hardest thing for people is to defeat themselves."
"Actually, I should thank you for your consolation. Perhaps, I am too immersed in the past."
"Oh, I don't know what happened to you in the past, nor do I know how you are now. Perhaps, this is the wonder of the internet. But I want to say, don't live in the past, it will make you lose a lot of good things. In other words, no one can go back to the past and start anew, but anyone can start today and write a completely different ending. "
I looked at these two sentences over and over again, unable to calm down. After a while, I said to her, "Thank you …"
"There's no need to be so polite. We're all friends, it's only right for us to care for each other. Besides, this is just my own opinion, so it might not be correct."
"You are only a year older than me, but you have more thought than I do. You seem to be someone with a lot of life experience."
"Why do you say that?"
"Because experience determines one's experience, experience and thinking." "No," I said.