C13 Dear king wen
Dear King Wen, I am glad to hear from you. Originally, I thought that we might never meet again in this life. Those things that happened in the past might really become memories of the past, buried deep within my heart. But I never would have thought that I would be able to receive your letter and see your familiar handwriting again. Looking at these words, it was as if I could see your swaying figure. Wen Jun, I love you. Although this is the first time I have spoken to you in such a formal manner, I know that you will understand my sincerity.
That day, after Liu Yu Feng told me about your relationship with Wu Xiong, my heart really ached. I never thought that the little girl I loved with the pure eyes would become Wu Xiong's woman. In the days you came to my house, I have never done anything beyond what I should do, because I cherish you from the bottom of my heart, love you, and respect you. This kind of mood, just like my mood the night I went to the Writers' Association to eat.
Do you know, Wen Jun, there was only you in my heart that night, but if I had not let go of you that night, I would have hurt you because of the excitement in my heart, a feeling you could not understand, and I could not have told you this, because I feel that to such a pure person, hearing such things would have been a blasphemy to you. It was not easy for a hot-blooded man to suppress the urge to hug his lover. At that time, I always thought that I was right, but I never thought that it would cause such a misunderstanding. Wen Jun, why do you think fate always likes to joke around with us?
I am so excited to meet you again, indeed, Wen Jun, believe me that I am no less excited than you are. When you moved to my house, those were the happiest and happiest days of my life. I even wanted to marry you as soon as you graduated and have you, Qin Wenjun, become my wife and give birth to such a cute child in the future. The picture of such a beautiful life seemed to go round and round in my mind almost every day. Wen Jun, you know, although I had a lot of bad luck at my job at the magazine at that time, but no matter how depressed and negative I was, as long as I saw you, my mood was suddenly clear.
Wen Jun, I'm sorry. Please forgive me for neglecting you. I didn't know that in your senior year of high school, you had encountered so many things. After reading your letter, I really wanted to give myself a few big slaps, you suffered so much sadness at that time, I didn't know at all, Wu Xiong, this bastard, he actually dared to treat you like this, I really want to beat him to death!
Wen Jun, do you know that after you and Wu Xiong left that day, I was beaten up many times and my family was in a mess. In the end, I had no choice but to leave. When I got on the train, my heart was empty.
Arriving at this northern town, I met Liu Fengqin. She was now the dean of the school's administration. She could be considered quite young and promising. I'm just a little teacher, don't worry, there's nothing between us, just ordinary friends. She's very considerate of me, and I'm very grateful to her, that's all.
Wen Jun, I really miss you. Let them be buried with Wu Xiong. Come, come to me, let's start all over again in this northern city. Here in the spring in the fields there are pretty grass flowers, here in the summer is much cooler than our hometown, here in the autumn the weather is very high and blue, here in the winter there are beautiful ice edges and fluttering snow. Come on, Wen Jun, give me and you a chance. Okay?