C19 Caring for wen jun
The next day, Shen Qingming rented a building nearby and moved in with Wen Jun. When they entered the building, Qing Ming threw away all the blankets and changed them.
With Qing Ming's help, Wen Jun even took a shower using the hot water heater in his room.
The current Wen Jun was no longer that pure and pure little girl Qin Wenjun from back then. There was nothing she could do now. She was fat, dizzy, dazzled, and completely powerless … She even had to go to the bathroom for help.
In order to take care of Wen Jun, Shen Qingming couldn't go out and look for a job, so he could only write some things at home to earn some money for his living. Since he had to wash Wen Jun's body and chat with her every day, Shen Qingming felt very tired, and the consequence of this was that every night after he slept with Wen Jun, he would fall asleep and dream, all sorts of strange dreams, causing him to feel as sore as if he had just fought a war, but he couldn't rest, because Wen Jun couldn't do anything, he could only wait to take care of him.
Qin Wenjun was sensitive and weak from his illness. He always hoped that Qing Ming could talk to her more, to prove that he held the same position in his heart.
Shen Qingming busied himself day after day, however, when he saw the savings in his pockets getting smaller and smaller, he kept taking out money every day: the rent was hydroelectric, the firewood oil and salt, plus Wen Jun had to take expensive medicines every day, which made him lose money. However, he couldn't go out and look for a job every day, even if he had to busy himself at home, he couldn't write anything down.
Sometimes, he felt inspired, but once he did the chores, he lost all his inspiration. Sometimes, he was in the mood to write. When Wen Jun called out to him, he lost his train of thought all of a sudden.
Without any income, he had to spend money nonstop. Shen Qingming felt more and more frustrated.
The days passed one by one, and Shen Qingming felt that he was starting to run out of steam.
He and Wen Jun have been quarrelling a lot lately.
His family needed money, but not only was he unable to share his worries, he kept pestering Qingming to talk to her. Qingming said she was busy, and he cried, saying Qingming didn't love her, saying Qingming despised her for being ugly, saying Qingming despised her because she spent his money … As soon as Wen Jun cried, Qing Ming, who was already frustrated to begin with, became even more agitated. As soon as he spoke, Wen Jun cried even harder, while Qing Ming became even more agitated. In order to prevent himself from hurting Wen Jun, Qing Ming had no choice but to throw something away. This kind of drama had been going on for two rounds a day recently, afraid that there would be no more accidents. After all, every time she made a ruckus, Qingming would have to humbly coax Wen Jun and apologize to her.
It had been a long time since Qingming had written anything, because there was really no thought at all in his messy mind.
Seeing that he had no money left in his pockets and no income at all, Qingming was getting a bit anxious.
Sometimes, in order to buy a few cheap dishes, Qingming would often receive the supercilious looks of others. This was nothing much, mainly because the medicine of Wen Jun was about to end, because Qingming really did not have the money to buy medicine.
Qing Ming wanted to go out and find a job, but Wen Jun wouldn't let him. Wen Jun wouldn't let Qing Ming out of her eyes for even a second.