C20 Argument
That day, the most intense argument broke out between Qing Ming and Wen Jun. Qing Ming had published a novel that he had previously written, and the publisher had sent him a copy of the story. Qing Ming was very happy, because he had no money in his pocket, just enough for him to buy some rice flour, oil, and salt and pay the rent. But now that the author's medicine was gone, he wanted to fill his stomach and pay the rent so that he wouldn't starve to death or end up on the streets. He would quickly find a job and earn some money. Then, he would buy medicine for Wen Jun and treat her illness. However, that morning, when Wen Jun went to get the medicine, she discovered that the medicine was gone, and began to complain about Qing Ming's lack of attention to her, causing her medicine to stop working. Qing Ming began to explain to her patiently that his family really didn't have any money these days. He would buy medicine for her after a while, but Wen Jun insisted on asking Qing Ming where the money from the magazine and why money didn't exist. She said that Qing Ming didn't want to treat him and wanted to make her angry. He then listed out all of the past actions of Qing Ming. The main idea was that Qing Ming must have thought of Liu Fengqin and was no longer interested in him. This made Qing Ming extremely angry. He had never thought that the literary monarch would turn out to be like this. It was so rude, so vulgar, and so unreasonable.
While Wen Jun was still crying, Qing Ming was angry, tired, and sad. He told Wen Jun that all the money had been paid for and that the rest had been used to buy some rice flour and salt, and there was nothing left. Wen Jun refused to believe him and insisted on rummaging through Shen Qingming's pockets again. Qing Ming slammed the door and left the room. When Qingming returned, he found Wen Jun lying on the bed, beside her with the box of sleeping pills he had bought for her insomnia. Qing Ming was frightened. He hurriedly sent Wen Jun to the hospital. After the gastric lavage, Wen Jun was finally fine. However, Qing Ming had already made up his mind to leave Wen Jun.
On the day that he brought Wen Jun home, Qing Ming had specially cooked a few dishes and even opened a bottle of white wine. "When Wen Jun and Qing Ming returned home, they saw the dishes on the table and the bottle of wine." What kind of good day is it today? " Wen Jun asked Qingming. Qingming pulled up a stool for him to sit on. Then he poured a glass of wine for both himself and Wenjun. "Wenjun, I hope you won't get too excited today, no matter what I say, okay?" "But, Qingming, why are there so many dishes today, and why are there so many wines?" Wen Jun, first of all, I congratulate you on your safe return from the hospital. "Secondly, I want to say, although we love each other, but judging from how we've been together for so long, our personalities are really inappropriate. Wen Jun, let's break up." "Break up?" "Yes, let's part ways." "Why?" "I think our personalities are really inappropriate." "What is inappropriate?" "There are many places that are not suitable." "Qingming, I love you. I don't want to break up with you. I did not do well in the past. If you say it out loud, I deserve it, okay?" Wen Jun, don't be like this. I admit that we had a very good relationship before, but ever since I came back, you have been like a completely different person. You are no longer the simple and sensible Qin Wenjun like before; you have become selfish, irritable, moody, and suspicious. "At this time, you are no longer the Qin Wenjun that I like." I'm not the Qin Wenjun you like, am I? "Then who am I? Shen Qingming, tell me. I'm not Qin Wenjun right now. Who am I!" Wen Jun, don't be like this. Don't get excited. "Don't get too excited." Qingming, don't leave me. Qingming, I have nothing but a sickness, and you are the source of all the confidence and strength that supported me to live. If you don't want me anymore, what's the point in me living anymore? If you don't want me, why do you have to save me! " Wen Jun, it's not that I don't want you, but our personalities are really inappropriate. Rather than hanging out together like this, it was better to separate, since they could still have memories. Wen Jun, you said, since I came back we have had so many quarrels, again and again, I really had enough. I can't go anywhere for you, I can't even find a job. I'm a man, and to save a few cents a day, I squeeze in with the aunts and aunts to buy cheap food. Have you ever thought about how I feel? Wen Jun, I beg of you, please let me go, okay? Just take it as me begging you, alright? " After Qingming said this, Wen Jun suddenly became silent. After a long while, Wen Jun said: "Qing Ming, since you have already said so much, I can only let you go. I'm sorry for the trouble I've caused you. I love you, you always knew that. In order to be with you, I was locked up by Wu Xiong. Because I missed you, I got this disease and became like a ghost or a human being. Before you came back, do you know what life was like for me, and even then I insisted on writing to you. Do you know how long it takes me to finish a letter? Do you know how much effort I put into every word I write? I just did not think, so I relied on hard work and love, now has become a shackle to you. "Qingming, you asked me to let you go. Alright, I'll let you go. From now on, you're free."
With trembling hands, Wen Jun picked up the chopsticks and took a bite out of every dish on the table. Then, he started to chew them carefully. Then, he picked up the cup on the table that was already filled with wine. Qingming, thank you for welcoming me back. "I will remember the taste of this dish in my heart. Now let me toast you with a glass of wine and thank you for taking care of me during this period of time." Before Shen Qingming could stand up to stop him, Qin Wenjian had already finished his wine.
"It's getting late, you should stay here for the night. You should leave early tomorrow morning." "Qingming, leave well. You will definitely have your own world."