C34 Unwillingness to Leave Her
When I watched her back as she sauntered away, I was really reluctant. It was such a cold day and she had a beautiful little girlfriend accompanying her to sleep. How comfortable it was.
It's not that I don't want to stay, it's just that I'm in no mood to. Presumably, she was in a state of confusion as well.
Even if her father, mother, looked down on me and forced her to break up with me