C181 I can't bear to part with it

Although I was being selfish, my starting point was good, so I made a decision.

Before I could say anything, Xia Xiaofei looked at me and asked, "Big Brother Shan, do you really wish for me to leave?"

I didn't say anything, because this was the second time she'd asked me that day, so I had to answer.

"Big Brother Shan, actually, even if you didn't say anything