C134 A Wild State of Pain and Joy(22)

Trembling. I said that year, no matter how much I was prepared to throw caution to the wind, but after knowing that she had returned, I still remained …

He was as timid as a mouse. After so many years, I still can't understand how someone as strong as me can fight against me …

"I won everything but when I face her, I am still pitiful, shy and even trembling …"

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