C17 Sister plum's past(2)

In the following narration, Sis Plum was no longer so sad and calm. There was even a hint of a smile on her face. That smile was very strange and unreal. That kind of expression seemed to become her classic appearance. I don't think many women would have a better expression than her, because she has experienced many stories. A woman's temperament doesn't have to be tempered, so a woman is no different from a man.

Sis Plum said: "After my grandfather died, we took out all of our savings and asked our neighbors to help my grandfather organize a very simple funeral. From then on, my grandmother would cry everyday and in the end, even her eyes would go blind from crying. The burden of living at home falls on me. Actually, we can't be considered to have a family. As long as I can support myself and my grandma, I can support my grandma. At that time, the construction of a port started near our residence, which is the current Chongshan Port. If you know what I mean, our home is currently near the current port. At that time, there are often guests coming in and out, from the sea to the Yangtze River, and then to the River City. It can be said that there are also a lot of foreigners. Thus, the vicinity there became a little bustling with activity. At that time, I had already cooked the eggs that my family had laid, and made some steamed buns and steamed buns and other things to sell there. The daily income was not bad, probably because of my growth — "Sis Plum smiled and said:" Look better, the crew, the workers in the construction of the port all like to come here to buy things. Grandfather is no longer around, and I don't think it's anything much to be afraid of, and I also didn't sell anything. After I earned a bit of money, I opened a small shop in the vicinity, and at that time, I was only seventeen years old, I didn't know that I was doing this, I told her that I was working in a factory, so she was very worried that I would always meet bad people. But — the next year, I really met a bad guy! "

Sis Plum stopped there, she started to squint her eyes, there was a bit of resentment, and even a bit of curse in her eyes: "There's a group of Hong Kong people targeting me, what they do, you should be able to guess,", she stopped caring, smiled at me, then looked at me affectionately: "Jia Liang, you won't call the police, right?"

I was stunned for a moment, then hurriedly shook my head and said, "No, I know everything and have already thought of it before, I won't sell you out even if I die!" Because I loved her so much, and cared so much for her, didn't I? After hearing my answer, she happily kissed me, then pursed her lips and said, "Jia Liang, I don't know whether I should say this to you because I love you, believe you, or hurt you. In short, no matter what happened, you should listen to me carefully, don't do anything illegal, don't tell anyone else about what happened, other than the police …" Her words were so profound and genuine that I understood that my soul had been moved.

She was probably relieved, and then said: "Today, I will tell you all the reasons why I know you, all the doubts you have -" She thought for a moment and said: "The people in Hong Kong originally wanted me to help them with the delivery, those things I didn't know about at the time, I did it a few times, they gave me some money, not too much, they were afraid of giving me too much, I helped them break it down on time, and after that, we became friends, I really wanted to go to Hong Kong, they said Deng Lijun developed in Hong Kong, then in 1984, I didn't know if she was willing to sing in Hong Kong, I still didn't want to go there. "I was stupid enough to say that I wanted to sing, so they looked at me and said: You can do it, you're pretty, but if you wrap it up in Hong Kong, it would be even redder than Deng Lijun's. They even let me sing it, I sang it, then you were dumb!" She stuck out her little tongue and said.

I shook my head and said, "I'm not stupid. Everyone has a dream when they are young!"

"That Jia Liang, what dreams do you have, this Big Sis can satisfy you!" she said as he caressed my face.

I shook my head and said, "I don't need your help. My dream is actually very simple, I can become an engineer, I can design products to solve people's problems. In addition, I can earn some money and go back to my hometown to start a business and help my family manage their wealth. Our place is not rich, we lack water, and transportation is not convenient.

When she heard it, her eyes brightened up and said, "Oh, Jia Liang, you are really ambitious, being an engineer is something that people respect. Even in Hong Kong, doctors and lawyers are also very good, but what you learned is wrong, and what you said about helping your hometown build a road, it's really touching, really great!" As she said that, she pinched my face and I smiled.

She continued, "Later on, I really went to Hong Kong, but I didn't become a singer, but instead I became a —" She shook her head and said, "People's lives are destined, sometimes you can't hide, no matter how many times you think, and how many times you take a turn, and the final life is waiting for you there, you just fall in there in time, and there's nothing you can do about it, there's nothing —"

"Did they force you?" I asked her.

"Sister has been through all sorts of hardships, and has also been infected with drugs. After she quit, she quit, and if you don't do it, I'll kill you, sell you to a man every day, and you'll die of grievance even if you don't die. At that time Hong Kong was still not as civilized as it is today, and the major gangs were still rampant, and most of the industries were monopolized by the underworld."

"Are you a gangster too?" I sounded like an early Hong Kong movie, with scenes of fighting and killing appearing in my mind. Is there a thirteenth sister, a female killer? Those bizarre thoughts surfaced.

She shook her head and smiled, "Big Sis hasn't joined any gangs, I'm just a woman, a woman …" She took a deep breath and said, "What happened afterwards, big sis couldn't finish talking about it in a few days and nights, and didn't want to say more, I have more time to tell you!" It seemed that what happened afterwards would affect her personally, perhaps she was taken over by some big boss, raped by others, and then she would be … there were many kinds of possibilities, in short, she wouldn't get too excited about it, so she stopped talking about it.

"Big Sis feels very tired, until now, I have nightmares almost every day, I really —" She pouted her small mouth, looking very helpless.

"Then you're so rich now, you can't quit, you're going abroad, to a place where you can't find anyone, how good it is to live a new life, so no one will catch you, you'll be safe …" At that time, I was especially worried about her safety.

She knew what I meant, so she hugged me, then said: "Jia Liang, sister thinks like this, of course I can only tell you this, no one can say it because it's very difficult, once you get on this boat, if you want to go down innocently, it's going to be difficult, it's mainly because of the mental pain, and this mental pain will make me unable to continue living. As for me right now, I only have one wish —"

"What wish?" I asked her.

"I want to keep a child!" she said, pursing her lips.

"Don't talk nonsense, nothing will happen to you, nothing will happen to you!" I said as I held her.

Her eyes reddened from being touched as she said, "Jia Liang, you're a good person!" She hugged me as she said that and started crying again, but before long, she left me and said, "Do you know why I'm looking for you?"

I thought for a moment and said, "You want me to have a baby with you, us?"

She nodded her head and said, "I don't want my child to be a bad seed. I want to find a good person to raise a pure one for me!"

She spoke so straightforwardly that I was at a loss. I said doubtfully, "Isn't your side –"

She understood what I meant, shook her head and said, "None of those people are what I want, and I belong to people who can't have children, and I won't ask people who have families, and people who have children, and they won't care about my children. Can you promise me that? "Leave elder sister a child, elder sister will leave you some money, if, if, if one day elder sister is really in trouble, you help me raise my child, if I really die, then I can take her to my grave every year to take a look, it would be great if —"

Before she could finish, I began to cry. I kept saying, "No, don't say that, what you did was not what you wanted, you were forced, you've suffered so much since you were young, it's not your fault, don't say that!"

Her tears also slipped silently, and she just looked at me stupidly and said, "Can you promise me? Can you? This is the thought that has been haunting my mind for the past two years. In fact, I can hide the fact that you are pregnant from me, but I do not want you to admit that this child is yours, I want you to admit from your heart that this child is your flesh and blood, you can love it well, even if you are going to get married, you can put it in an orphanage, and you can just see it every year. I want to have a child, and I want to — "She is so pitiful, she is just a child.

I didn't think much about it at the time because I loved her and I pitied her, so I agreed. I nodded and said, "Okay!"

She threw herself into my arms and hugged me tightly. I don't think that the average person would understand that feeling. It required a lot of effort to experience the feelings of a woman with countless sins on her body.

In the Bible, it is said that there are two kinds of sins, the original sin and the original sin. The original sin is the original sin and the evil root left behind by the original crime, and the original sin is the crime committed by each person in this life. If she is guilty, then all of it is her original sin, left behind for her from her previous life. And she is just a pitiful person, and that's all.