C20 Pregnant

"Jia Liang, what did you say? If so, why should I tell you that I could have gone away without leaving any message, why didn't I? Don't you understand? I — "She closed her eyes, then opened them and continued," You simply can't understand sister's pain!

I nodded and said, "Right, I just don't understand your pain, and I don't want to understand how many secrets you actually have. You have told me before, you always mentioned Hong Kong, Hong Kong, that there seems to be a bigger world for you there, you belong there, don't even belong here, you don't even belong to me, what do I count as?" I stood up, and suddenly the Sis Plum grabbed my hand, too, and hugged my shoulder.

"Jia Liang, you understand sister, right? Sis is not like that, I will be back there a little while longer, at that time, I will hand the child over to you, or I will settle everything there, and we will live together …" Sis Plum begged.

Without turning my face, I calmly said, "Aren't you afraid that others will find out that you are pregnant?"

"I'll go for about a month, a month, and then I won't be able to tell that I'm pregnant. Also, I'll avoid vomiting or anything like that, no one will know …" I know that she has to go, she wants to leave so badly.

Suddenly, my eyes started to moisten. I turned to the side and blinked a few times, then took a deep breath and said, "I don't want to ask about it anymore. I know you have to leave, but I should have known earlier. As you said, we don't have a future. You just want a child —"

"Jia Liang, can we not pursue this? "I love you, believe me!" As she said this, she turned around and looked at me before hugging me and saying, "Be good, don't cry, don't be sad, big sis will be back soon!"

I hugged her and said, "You can go, I know I can't keep you, but the house, don't leave me, I can't live in such a big house alone, in fact, I should go, everything doesn't belong to me …" I left her body and went to the window, looking at the flourishing city of River City, my heart was filled with desolation and sorrow.

She said from behind me, "The house, you have to give it to you. In the future, you will live with the child, even if it is for the child, and that card, I will put it in the pocket of your black suit, and you have to take it. This sister knows that you also have some potential now, and will be able to earn money.

"Will I ever see a child again?" I sneered and said, "What do you want to do? You don't understand my feelings at all. Do you think a man's heart is strong? Wouldn't it be fragile? Don't you feel abandoned? "When I said this, my nose was sore and my forehead was sore, and I didn't want her to see me, and she didn't come near me."

"I will do everything I promised you, unless …" She said, "Unless I can't come back anymore, unless I die, then …" She also couldn't take it anymore and choked with sobs as she said, "Then in my next life, I still want to be your woman, and I still want to have children with you, and when that time comes, we'll be the same age —" As she said this, she couldn't do it anymore. I turned around and saw her covering her mouth as she ran into the bedroom.

I went into the bedroom and saw her crying on the bed, curled up, sobbing. I felt sorry for her. I walked up to her and said, "Don't cry anymore. When are you going to leave?"

"I don't want to leave either, but I have no choice but to leave. Yes, I lied to you, and I have many things to hide from you, so I can't tell you, sister has let you down, you hit me, scold me, I don't deserve to love you …" She cried even more miserably.

I didn't say anything, but she quickly crawled up as if she had gone mad, looked at me and said: "But Jia Liang, I don't want to continue living like that, I want this child for my own sake, not like how you think, please don't think that I am dirty, okay? I can't … I love you! "She had already explained a lot, but she couldn't tell me exactly how many stories she had told me in Hong Kong. Perhaps I would never be able to understand them.

It was as if I was shot by bullets, my internal organs were in chaos. I said foolishly, "It's fine, you can leave. Don't say anything!"

"Do you love your sister?" She was as unwilling as a child.

I looked deeply at her and said, "If one day we meet again, I'll tell you!" I smiled, but the tears in my heart were already flowing.

I walked out of the room and sat on the sofa. I turned on the TV and watched quietly, without saying a word. It was so exhausting to be in a drunken dream. I wanted to scream, but I couldn't.

The next day, Sis Plum left and took Wang Ma with him.

Hong Kong, for me that year, did not seem so sunny anymore, but there was something I might never understand.

Sis Plum left at noon, I was at home, at noon that day, the scene when she left, I will never forget it!