C15 Grandparents
He had mixed feelings as he came to a graveyard. It was easy for him to find the graves of his grandparents because every year during the Qing Ming Festival, he would come over to sweep the tombs for them, sit by their graves and say something like a fool.
When they were near, with a plop, he kneeled to the ground and said in a hoarse voice: "Grandpa, Grandma, you guys wake up, I'm back! Open your eyes and look, it's your grandson who is back, how are you doing over there? Now that the weather is cold, make sure to put on some clothes and catch a cold. I will be very worried. "
Grandpa, look, I've grown taller again. In the past, whenever you took me onto the street, you would always caress my head and say that I should grow up faster, then Grandpa wouldn't have to worry about you. Right now, I'm as tall as you are, so I think I might be a little taller than you.
"Grandma, take a good look at your grandson. When I was young, you would often say in front of others that I looked like a shy little girl. You would even blush when you see a little girl!" Had he become a lot more resolute now? I've changed, right? Other people all say that I'm an upright and upright man now. Mom and Dad both laughed, and so did you? "
"Grandfather, you know, when I was young, the happiest thing I ever had was to come to your room and ask you to eat, because every time you would prepare fifty cents for me, pat my hands and say, Don't tell your parents. Then I learned to reply, and every time you would say angrily, "Smelly brat, you stole my words again." I haven't been to your room since you left. I'm afraid to think about you, so I'm really scared. Will you blame me? "
"Grandmother, you too. Every time I go to your room, you say: Turn around, Grandmother will do a magic trick for you. After that, I obediently turned around. When you said that, I would always have something delicious to eat. Every time I took a bite of something delicious, I would try to make you take the first bite, but every time you would say: Grandmother is old and your teeth aren't fast enough. "Now Grandmother, I want to eat it again. Even if it's just a melon seed or a piece of candy, I will still feel that it's very fragrant and very sweet. Can you give it to me now?"
"Grandfather, you probably don't know, there are only two men who are worthy of my admiration. One is you, and the other is my father, you are my idols. In the years I've been away alone, many people have asked me: Why did you leave home at such a young age? I would pat my chest and say, I want to surpass my two idols: my grandfather and my father. Grandfather, don't be angry. I don't have any ulterior motives for surpassing you. It's just a way to express myself: I have the blood of the Guo Family, I am a son of the Guo Family, I am not a coward. You must agree with me if I do that, don't you? "
Grandmother, I will tell you a secret, in fact I have two goddesses in my heart, you and mother. In these years, the two of you have worked hard without a care in the world, and your family has been managed by you, so you are the most difficult to deal with, yet you did not say a word. It was not easy, you left four years ago, I feel like there is something missing in the family, maybe I am a little weak, maybe I am trying to avoid something, I did not return home, but have returned today, seeing that mother is older than four years ago, I am afraid, so I am afraid that I will not go any further.
"Grandfather, I don't think you're very generous. Have you forgotten? You often said to me: as a man, first of all, magnanimous, do not worry about some trivial matters, is not worth it, no matter what happened, must be calm, to live a relaxed and relaxed life. But when that bastard scolded you, you got angry, you could treat him as a lunatic, you could treat him as a mad dog, you could treat him as a fart, you could treat him as if he didn't exist, you could find too many reasons to convince yourself not to be angry, but you didn't, you left in a few days, why bother? "Your grandson doesn't understand. Why are you so free and easy? Don't you know that you still haven't told me many great truths? Can you tell me now?"
Grandmother, it's true that you left two years after grandpa left. Why did you leave? Your body has always been healthy, and the doctors say that you will live for a hundred years, but you left anyway, are you afraid that grandpa will be lonely in another world, or are you afraid of putting a burden on your parents? You don't need to be like this.
Grandpa, allow me to apologize. When you left, I did not have a chance to see you for the last time, but when everyone was crying, and I was not by your side, I did not dare to accept the fact that you had left, and hid in Wang Hao's room to cry. After your funeral, I left home to learn martial arts.
Grandmother, allow me to say that my grandson was unfilial, I wasn't at home when you left, and my parents didn't tell me, and Wang Hao also wrote to tell me that I didn't think of anything at the time, so I came back late at night. Do you remember, four years ago, in the early hours of the morning, that sobbing teenager kept kowtowing in front of your grave until he fell asleep, and then he left after seeing his parents at home the next day.
Grandpa, did you know, every year I come over to sweep your grave, but I didn't come with mom and dad, and every time they went far away, I would rush out and kneel in front of you to talk, maybe because I haven't come back for so long, so I'm afraid of Mom and Dad's scolding. Now that I've grown up, I dare to face them, so you don't have to worry about me anymore.
Grandmother, I was ignorant last year and didn't know what kinship was. Today, as I saw my mother's white hair grow more and more white, and the wrinkles grow deeper and deeper, I understood everything. As a man, I should shoulder the heavy responsibility of the family.
"Grandpa, let me tell you the reason why I left. After that bastard scolded you, I went to his house to find him for theory, but I was still a child after all. He hit me right away, stepped on my head and fiercely said: Go home, when you grow up, come find me again, I will always accompany you. Now that I'm back, I've grown up, and we're connected, as long as he doesn't disturb Mom and Dad's lives, I'll treat that as the past. If I know that you left, I'll cripple him just like before, so don't blame me, okay? "
Grandmother, you don't have to worry, your grandson has grown up in a society ruled by law, so he knows what to do and what not to do. Don't worry, I won't cross the line of fire.
With that, Zi Han stood up and took off his shirt, revealing two pecs and six abs. He stretched out his powerful arm and said, "Grandmother, look, I'm very strong now. I've mastered a whole set of skills.
He pointed at the scar and said, "Grandfather, look, this is my determination. This scar was carved personally by me on the first day I left home and went to a strange place, there's no other reason but to give myself a psychological hint, I can't be as cowardly as I was before. I want to be an upright man, and I want to prove that I'm not a coward."
Zi Han put down her pants and continued, "Grandma, you don't have to worry. I'm young and strong, and the blood I bled in the past has already been replenished. I'm very healthy now."
Zi Han put down her pants, put on her shirt, knelt on the ground again, kowtowed three times, and said: "Grandpa, grandma, grandson is back, now he's in high school and won't be tormenting himself anymore, he'll come visit you guys often in the future, when I have the chance to bring your grandson and daughter-in-law back to see you, it's time to go home, your parents are still waiting for me, there are still a lot of things that I want to tell you, but in the future, there are a lot of opportunities, you guys should be fine there."
Then he got up, dusted off the dirt on his body, put his hands in his pockets, and strode out of the cemetery.
This time, although her vision was blurred many times, from beginning to end, Zi Han didn't shed a single tear. It wasn't because she didn't feel sad, but rather, she kept the tears in her heart, letting them act as a driving force for her future advancement.