C6 A young master in distress
As I looked older, Xiao Yun addressed me as Big Brother Zhen. This made me even more happy. After all, it was a very lucky thing to have a pretty girl like this.
When the boat was about to disembark, Xiao Yun suddenly asked me a question.
She looked at me curiously and asked, "Can I ask you a question?"
"Of course, please." I nodded without thinking, indicating that she should ask.
"Can you tell me how old you are?"
I was stunned for a moment. I didn't expect her to be interested in my age. After a pause, I said, "Of course it's fine. The age of a man isn't a secret. But before I answer, you can guess. "
Xiao Yun rolled her eyes and thought for a while before saying, "23?"
I smiled and shook my head.
"Twenty-four?" She held up four fingers and looked at me quizzically.
"Am I old there?" I quickly denied it.
"No more guessing, no more guessing. I really can't figure it out, so you should just say it yourself!" Xiao Yun said impatiently with a dejected expression.
"I'm eighteen this year." I said bluntly.
When Xiao Yun heard this answer, she was stunned. I don't think she would even dream that I was so young? I also admit that I'm a little precocious, like many Westerners, and relatively old. Although I'm only eighteen, I do look to be twenty-four or twenty-five, so it's no wonder she can't guess.
"What? You shouldn't be older than me, right?" I asked, looking at the astonished Xiao Yun.
"No …" No... "I'm only seventeen …" Xiao Yun denied it with a wave of her hand, as if she was afraid that I would think too highly of her. In fact, even if she hadn't spoken, I wouldn't have believed she was older than me, because she looked sixteen or seventeen, as I said.
Ten minutes later, we were off the ship and on the mainland across the sea from Dragon Harbor.
I grew up in Dragon Harbor. Although I've been to many countries, this is the first time I've been to this strange continent. The environment and people here were completely foreign to me, but what surprised me was that Xiao Yun seemed to be very familiar with this land and had even become my tour guide.
Under her leadership, we went to a restaurant in a pedestrian street where we planned to have lunch and take a break.
"What do you want to eat?" Xiao Yun enthusiastically handed me a menu to choose from.
I took the menu and looked at it. It was full of the most inexpensive dishes, and if I hadn't been so hungry, I wouldn't have been able to take an interest in them. After a moment, I casually pointed at it and said, "This one!"
"Alright, then I'll eat this!" She picked one herself, then got up from her seat and said to me, "Wait for me, I'll get a meal and buy you a drink."
"How can I accept this? It's better if I go, I'll treat you to dinner. " Naturally, I didn't want to let the girls spend their money. After all, I had always spent money for women, and no woman had ever spent money for me before.
In the end, Xiao Yun insisted on treating me to a meal, and I was suddenly moved by her enthusiasm, so I had to respect her and make an exception to let the woman spend money for me once.
At that time, I gradually felt that my impression of Xiaoyun became deeper and deeper. Furthermore, my impression of Xiaoyun was no longer driven by the primordial male hormones but was driven from the bottom of my heart. That feeling was so subtle that I even suspected that I had ascended to become the love of a Pax.
Unfortunately, once again, the truth proved that the ideal was always infinitely good, and reality was always cruel.
I never dreamed that I would fall into the hands of a woman again, and it was a girl who was younger than me.
When Xiaoyun handed me a cold drink, my heart was warm. Looking at her angelic face and charming smile, I was drunk, as if I had drunk a lot of wine. After drinking for a while, I felt that I was getting more and more drunk. Even Xiao Yun's appearance had become blurred. I was so sleepy that I couldn't even open my eyes. In the end, I collapsed on the table. I didn't know what happened after that.
I was shaken awake by an old woman. When I woke up, I was still in the dining room, and the woman who woke me up was the owner of the restaurant.
"Why did you fall asleep here? If I want to sleep at home, I still need to do business! " The Lady Boss glared at me and said unhappily.
I ignored her and my first thought was to find Xiao Yun. I looked around the restaurant, but didn't see Xiao Yun. I then asked the Lady Boss, "Did you see Xiao Yun, the good-looking girl who came with me?"
"I don't care about what little Yun Da Yun you are, just pay for the meal first!" The Lady Boss angrily extended her fat right hand towards me.
Countless questions flashed through my mind, but I still didn't understand what was going on. I was wondering, but the Lady Boss ignored my feelings and kept pressing me for money.
I finally couldn't help but spit at her. "Isn't it just money? "Are you worried that I will go back on my word?" I reached into my pocket. At this moment, I suddenly realized that all the money I had on me had disappeared! All the cash has disappeared, including the phone Long Jun gave me!
It was as if I was struck by lightning and petrified.
"What are you doing? Are you telling me you didn't bring any money?" The Lady Boss looked at me with mockery in her eyes.
"So she's actually a swindler …" I knew all at once that the angelic girl had been trying to cheat me from the start. I was naive enough to think that she was sincere enough to make friends with me, even naive enough to think that she was in love with me.
How narcissistic I was at that time, as one might imagine, and how my narcissism and immature mentality caused me to crash into the wall so that I didn't even know my own lifesaving money had been stolen.
That was a whole 10,000 Hong Kong dollars!
At that time, I was at a loss of what to say.
I really couldn't afford to pay the bill. The landlady said she was going to call the police, and of course I wouldn't let her, because I never wanted to spend a minute in the police station again in my life. It's a place where people lose their freedom, and I've always believed that freedom is more important than life! Therefore, he would rather die than squat any further!
In the end, after my pleading, the Lady Boss and I finally reached an agreement. I worked for her for half a day. Not only did I have to go to the door and shout to attract customers, but I also had to help wash the dishes and do the chores. When have I ever done such shameful things and such menial jobs?
When he left the restaurant, it was already night.
I was so tired that my back ached and my throat was a little hoarse. Worse still, I was penniless and had lost my only phone in contact with Long Jun. At that time, I felt a sense of helplessness.
For some reason, this time, I didn't really hate the girl who had cheated me of my money and my feelings. I only hated myself for being incompetent, naive, and ignorant.
The night in the big city was colorful, and the streets were lit up with all kinds of neon lights. The passing cars were like flowing pearls, making the city even more colorful and bizarre.
However, the brilliance and liveliness of this event did not belong to me. I was like an unlucky bastard that had been abandoned by the heavens. I had no home, no family, no friends, and I did not even know who I was.
I was wandering aimlessly in despair when I saw a handicapped beggar singing by the side of the road. His purpose was naturally to attract passers-by so that I could give him some alms.
I couldn't help but exclaim in my heart: If a person had fallen to such a state, why would they still be alive? Wouldn't it be better to die? Suddenly, my heart stirred as an extreme thought appeared in my mind.
That was something I had never thought of before: taking my own life!
The most elegant point was to end up on one's own, while the most common point was to commit suicide.
I've decided to do that.
When I stepped onto a bridge and looked down at the river flowing beneath me, I was even more determined to die.
People like me, who have been admired by the stars since I was young, can't do anything and don't want to do anything. Even if I don't die, I won't be able to survive. I soon discovered that I was nothing after leaving the rich and that I was even inferior to the beggars on the streets. At least he could still sing. And I am a cripple who is born with a five tone deficiency and is unable to sing a single word of the lyrics.
If I had to do manual labor, do rough work every day like I did today, wash the dishes and sweep the floor, it would be worse than death, and I would never want to live like this.
The only thing I regret is that before I died, I didn't even know who my real parents were. I only knew that my surname was Zhen.
But this matter can no longer be a reason for me to think about it, because I can't even contact the only person who could possibly know my origins. In the vast sea of people, who can tell me about my origins, and who would love and care for me!
Slowly, I climbed up onto the railing of the bridge and sat on it with my legs facing outward.
To be honest, I don't want to die. How many people do they want to die? Only when a person had lost all hope or had nowhere else to go would he choose such an extreme path.
Perhaps this is my life!
If the heavens want me dead, who can stop me?
But fortunately, even if I were to die now, at least I would have tasted the sweetness of the world, the delicacies, the luxury of the limousines, the beauty and power that I once possessed. That was enough! After all, people were bound to die, so who would be able to enjoy immortal blessings forever? Be it wealth or poverty, they would all turn into a pile of bones in the end!
It was just a matter of dying early or late!
At this thought, my heart became very tranquil, and I was no longer so afraid of death.
At this moment, death is more of a release for me, a shortcut back to heaven from hell!
No longer hesitating, I slowly closed my eyes and slowly leaned forward, letting the gravity of the earth drag me down into the churning waters of the river.
Even though it was summer, I could still feel the icy coldness of the river. I didn't move, just let the river swallow me, let my body slowly sink. Gradually, I began to feel breathless and the feeling of drowning was unbearable. But I knew it was only a brief moment of pain before death, and soon I would be free. Maybe I'll go to heaven, or maybe I'll be reincarnated and continue to live a life where the stars support the moon.
As I thought about it, my consciousness gradually faded. After a while, I completely lost consciousness …
