C11

Hearing Han Yun's words, I got even angrier. I said to Han Yun, "I'm selfish? You're out of work for almost a month, and I'm selfish? "

I had thought that if my attitude wasn't good, Han Yun would act like how she was in the past, acting like a spoiled child, begging me not to be angry and coax me into finally coming to a compromise with her or something like that.

My attitude is very tough, but Han Yun is even more determined.

Han Yun said to me, "Li Yu, why are you so selfish? I think about your future, your career, and you never think about me. "

Hearing Han Yun's words, my anger flared up. At home, I took a cup and threw it on the ground. Hearing the sound of glass shattering, my frustration seemed to ease a little.

Han Yun seemed to hear the sound of my glass being smashed. She was on the other end of the phone trying to say something, but she hesitated.

When I felt her acting like this, I got even angrier. I almost shouted out, "I, Li Yu, don't need women to support my family. I've earned enough money to support you. I don't need my wife to run around!"

My voice is hoarse.

I thought Han Yun would feel sorry for someone like me. As a man, I was about to cry. I was helpless. Even my own wife didn't understand me.

Hearing how angry I am, Han Yun didn't say anything for a long time.

I loudly asked, "Ah? Do you understand? "

I can feel that Han Yun understands my feelings.

What I didn't expect was that Han Yun's attitude became more and more resolute. Han Yun said, "Li Yu, as long as I travel for three weeks this time, I'll be able to become the chief flight attendant. Don't hinder my future, okay?"

Hearing Han Yun's words, I felt very grieved. It turned out that my love for her, and everything that was good for her, had become a hindrance to her future.

When I thought of how in her heart a living person like me was no more important than her work, no more important than her promotion, I laughed, and laughed, not with pleasure, but with utter disappointment.

I wonder why? Why does a woman I love so much do this to me?

Han Yun just listened to my laughter and didn't say anything.

Disappointed, I told Han Yun, "Up to you."

I hung up and tried to walk back to the bedroom. I took two steps and my foot was punctured by the glass.

I forgot that I broke the glass and that the glass was stuck in my foot and I didn't feel any pain.

I used tweezers to pick out the glass bit by bit, each piece, my heart pricking pain.

I don't understand, what happened to Han Yun, who used to treat me with such gentleness, now, why did she treat me like this?

I've known her for so many years, and she's never done this to me.

In the beginning, I told her to quit her job as an air stewardess, that I would find her a safe job at work, and that we could work together every day.

She refused. She said that the flight attendant was her favorite job, and it had nothing to do with having more money or less money. At the time of graduation, everyone had their own dreams.

I gave up my dream for Han Yun. I know that I will regret it one day. I don't want Han Yun to give up her dream for me because I don't want her to regret it.

Now that I think about it, shouldn't I have made her insist on being an air stewardess, while I gave up my own dream? Was it really worth it?

If we had both stuck to ourselves, we might have been separated by now.

I thought about every single detail of the past. Ever since we got married, Han Yun has only been accompanying me for three days every week. However, those three days were also the three days that I was the happiest about.

But for the past month, all I've suffered was suspicion of my own wife. I feel like I'm tired of living.

As I thought about this, the glass on my feet had already been cleaned by me. I took out a bottle of white wine from the drawer, poured it over my injured foot.

Alcohol stimulates my heart to ache, I think, if Han Yun saw me like this, would she feel sorry for me?

My mind was full of Han Yun, I couldn't wait to take out all my things and trade with her to go home and accompany me.

I'm very lonely, and I'm also very scared. I'm not afraid of the dark, I'm afraid of losing Han Yun. Han Yun and I fell in love since we were young, from the time we were married until now, so many years have passed.

I asked myself, I gave Han Yun undiminished heat, the intensity did not decline, from the beginning to the end of the doting.

Right now, I'm thinking, maybe I did too little, leading Han Yun to choose that job so easily between me and my job.

Am I that unimportant in Han Yun's heart? I even feel that the current Han Yun still loves me, Li Yu, in her heart?

I don't know, I don't dare to think, too much has happened, too suddenly, I'm afraid I know the ending, but I want to know.

After using alcohol to kill off my foot on the sofa, I wrapped it in gauze. If Han Yun was here, she would probably help me with all of this.

No, if she was there, I wouldn't be hurt.

It seemed to be something from a long time ago. Back then, my mind was filled with love for Han Yun, and it was filled with the love of a man and a woman.

And now I feel that I'm living in a different place, where my previous thoughts were, gone.

My heart felt too wronged, too uncomfortable, and I didn't feel the least bit sleepy at all.

He went downstairs and drove to the bar.

It's been a long time since I've been here. In the past, I always came here with Han Yun and my former group of brothers.

Previously, I didn't like the clamor here, but now, I realize, I'm not alone here.

Isn't there a saying, loneliness is a group of people's carnival, the carnival is a group of people.

I don't know how many people here are like me, or how many are emotionally wounded.

At this moment, I just want to relax myself, looking at a group of people swaying in the middle of the stage, how lively.

I went down to join them.

Looking at them, I felt like they were floating in the wind like leaves, gently swaying, without direction but without direction.

I chuckled. Suddenly, I felt the back of my foot hurting. It was still the foot that had just stepped on the glass.

I cried out in pain. Lowering my head, I saw that it was a woman's high heels that stepped on my feet. I was already in a bad mood, so I raised my head to scold her.

Before he could even look up, he heard a familiar voice say, "Sorry, sorry, I didn't see it."

I followed the sound and looked up.

So it was our CEO, Yu Ziqi. When I saw her, I felt a little awkward. I thought to myself, why would I even be able to meet her in this kind of place.

I forced a smile and said, "CEO, what a coincidence, I met you here."