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Yu Ziqi smiled and said, "Since you don't care, then just listen to me. I'm the CEO, so why don't you play around with me for a day?"

I smiled wryly at her and said, "If you were my wife, how nice would it be?"

I don't know what I was thinking at the time, nor do I know what Han Yun was doing here.

I looked at Han Yun as if I was very relaxed here. I also looked as if I was crying until my eyes were red. Did someone bully her? Then why didn't she go home?

I want her to go home. I'm here to protect you, but why are you doing this to me now?

I don't even have the courage to live anymore. What kind of belief do I have to support such a miserable me now?

I hate it, I hate it, but it can't solve my problem, so what can I do?

I wanted to ask the heavens if I had done wrong. Why would they give me such a punishment?

I watched Han Yun answer the phone. I was still thinking about the last time I saw her, how I wished there were two people in the world who were so similar, and the person I saw was not her.

I was blind, I was wrong, even this was a kind of expectation for me, who knows how desperate I was.

He was here, twenty meters away from me, and I had flowers and grass and trees and I could see her but he couldn't see me.

No one knows how I feel, if he knows I'm across from her. How would he feel?

Will he also suffer, will he explain to me, I know everything, only I suffer?

When Yu Ziqi saw how miserable I was, she stretched out her arms and hugged me, letting me lean on his shoulder.

Her shoulders are so small, just like Han Yun's. I lean against her shoulder, feeling a sense of comfort in my heart.

Yu Ziqi asked me, "Li Yu, why don't you go ask her?"

I felt wronged and said, "I don't dare to. I'm afraid, I'm afraid that I will know those things that I don't want to know. Just treat it as good now."

Yu Ziqi hugged me even more tightly.

I can feel her warmth. I don't know if it's sympathy or heartache. Anyway, I'm grateful to him.

I thought that the only person that could give me warmth in this world was Han Yun, but I didn't expect that Han Yun would bring me harm. I was sad, but I didn't know what I could do.

I don't know, I don't know if I should redeem myself. I don't even know who Han Yun is with, he's not willing to tell me the truth, I'm just like a fool right now.

I watched as Han Yun answered the phone and left. My heart hurt.

I used to think that if one day, when Han Yun was at work, I would run into her by chance, I would feel very lucky.

But now, I've met Han Yun here twice, why does it hurt so much?

When Yu Ziqi saw how upset I was, she said, "Let's go back to our room."

Yu Ziqi brought me back to my room and I went back to my bedroom. I laid on my bed and didn't move.

Actually, I really want to forget all of this. I'll just pretend that I don't know and pretend that Han Yun just went to work. But some things only know how difficult it is when I have to experience it myself.

Yu Ziqi was lying in the living room for the whole night. I only found out about this the next day. He was afraid that I would do something stupid or something bad would happen to me, so he kept looking at me.

I lay on my bed all night and finally fell asleep in the early hours of the morning. I slept until the noon of the second day. Yu Ziqi and I prepared to return to the company in the evening.

She said she was taking me somewhere.

I wasn't in the mood to, so I followed her. Now I felt like she wasn't my boss anymore, but more like a friend.

She took me to a famous tourist attraction in the area because it was not a holiday and there were few people.

If I was in a good mood, I would definitely play very well here. It's just that I'm not in the mood to play right now.

Yu Ziqi seriously said to me: "Li Yu, I didn't bring you here today to play with you, I want you to see this place, this place is vast and endless, it makes people feel relaxed and happy. Look here, life isn't just about what you can see, there are a lot of things you can't see, but he doesn't necessarily exist."

I looked at Yu Ziqi, and I knew that she was trying to persuade me. We stayed here all afternoon, but didn't go to play. We only went shopping and saw a lot of things.

I thought to myself, If I could, I would really like Han Yun and I to live in another place like this.

There was no dispute, no wealth, no reputation. The two of them being together happily, wasn't that happy?

If we had been together like this in the beginning, would I have forgiven him if we hadn't come to this point today?

I thought to myself, If I can outdo her, I should be able to overcome the fact that she cheated, but what if she doesn't need my forgiveness?

What if all he did was to leave me? I'm alone, what should I do?

Right now, I feel like I'm the most painful person in the world. I'm sad, but there's nowhere to let go.

Unknowingly, it was already night time. Yu Ziqi said, "Let's go home. Are you ready to face all of this?"

I didn't want to talk, so I didn't answer. I said, "Come on, let's go home."

Home? I thought. Do I have a home? Me and Han Yun's home? It's still my own home, a home without a lover, what kind of home is that? I'm not the most pitiful person in the world.

In any case, I feel like I am, I already know everything, but Han Yun is still lying to me.

After driving for a few hours, I realised that Yu Ziqi was the one driving. I really didn't care about her. The main reason was that I was afraid that if I drove, I would get into a car accident if I wasn't careful.

I could kill myself, but not her.

We went back to the company and put the contract away. It was already night, so we left work.

At this time, there were only two people in the company: Yu Ziqi and I. Yu Ziqi insisted on sending me home, but I didn't want to.

Think about what I should do.

For the next few days, I didn't call Han Yun, I ignored everyone, my heart was only filled with work, I worked all day and all night.

At most one day I worked twenty hours, and the next day I woke up at the hospital.

It was Yu Ziqi who sent me to the hospital. She said that according to the surveillance, I worked until 2.30am in the morning before I fell down.

When I woke up, the doctor was drinking glucose. I lay in bed in the hospital for hours, and Yu Ziqi handed me a glass of water. I drank it.

After I drank it, my eyelids felt especially heavy, so I fell asleep, as if I slept until the next day.

When I woke up, there was no one around me. There was a needle on the back of my hand and my body was much lighter than it was a few days ago.