C192 Those past Events(part Ii)

"My Qing'er, he was only 16 years old. . . He left me early before he became an adult. I don't know how I managed to survive those few days. I was muddle-headed like a dead man, and every time I closed my eyes. . . I saw Qing'er looking at me before she left. Her eyes were filled with grief and resentment. He must be hating me, hating me. He destroyed all his dreams in his life! He hates me