C348 Dust of the past(part iic)

"I could not sleep that night, and remembered the great calamity I had caused myself; remembered that tomorrow I would have to be reviewed in front of all the members; remembered that tomorrow morning all the members would criticize me, and I wept. I lied on the kang, rolling over and over, feeling heartache. I thought about it until dawn. When I woke up in the morning, the pillowcase was soaked