C7 Pray for forgiveness

It seemed to be getting light, and I looked at the door to Nikki's room, which was still closed. The knock was coming from outside.

Could it be that she didn't want to call the police at the start, so she chose to call the police when she woke up and saw me standing outside her door, thinking that I was going to bully her?

The knocking continued outside, but there was no sound from inside the bedroom.

Had she not woken up?

"Nikki!" The knock on the door stopped and a shout came.

Outside the room, there was clearly a door between me and Nikki's bedroom, but I was so nervous that I didn't even dare to breathe loudly.

There was so much shouting outside that she shouldn't have been able to hear it unless she wasn't there or didn't want to come out.

This made me even more confused. Did she call the police?

Could it be that she was the one who called the person outside? But why didn't she come out?

"Why did you turn off your phone, Nikki? Are you there? " The people outside shouted again, and then there was a hurried knock on the door.

The knocking continued for a while longer. The person outside shouted a few more times. Then, as if he really thought that there was no one in the room, he followed the footsteps and left.

The room was completely silent once again.

I leaned against the wall in a daze, thinking back to that night.

After cleaning up the teacup fragments, under the condition that I kept chasing her away, the girl stubbornly stayed by my side for the entire night.

At that time, he was young and did not know his place, so he was angry at his father for marrying him again.

As a result, he had completely vented his anger on the girl. I wouldn't let her sit down, so I broke the stool, and she just stood there with me...

In my drowsiness, I thought I would leave when I fell asleep, or sit on the kang next to me...

When I woke up the next day, I saw her unconscious on the ground …

No one blamed me that time.

But I felt so guilty that I kept wanting to apologize to her. But after that, I never saw her again. I didn't know that my home wasn't far from hers.

Even more unexpected, the next time we meet, I actually …

I clenched my fists. At that time, her hair was short. I didn't expect her to change so much in such a short period of four years. Not only did her long hair cover her shoulders, she had even lost her youth and become even more beautiful.

When I think of beauty, I can't help but think back to last night when I bullied her. She must hate me now, thinking of how angry she was, and she recognized me from the start, but I didn't recognize her.

Was she trying to remind me of that cup of bitter tea?

My heart was filled with agony, the sin of being seduced by Luo Yan, and the regret of bullying Nanqi. I really felt like I was free, and I really wished that Nanqi could do something to me.

Why didn't she call the police!

After thinking about it, I immediately stood up.

The room was still quiet. Was Nikki not in the room? Did she wake up and go out?

I don't believe she's that good!

Last night, I raped her. There was blood on the ground next to her. Yet, she doesn't want to take revenge on me!

As I thought about it, I reached for the doorknob and twisted it.

"Crack!" The locked door reminded me that there was someone inside. Nikki didn't go out; she hadn't even called the police!

My mind buzzed, and I felt as if I'd been struck hard in the heart with a sledgehammer.

Suddenly, footsteps could be heard in the room.

The sudden sound of footsteps proved that Nanqi was still awake in the room. Someone was looking for her just now, so why didn't she come out?

As he was thinking, the sound of footsteps came to the door.

When I realized that there was only one door between me and Nikki, my heart was pounding.

The handle of the door faintly moved.

When I thought that it was Nikki who put her hand on the doorknob, I was stunned for a moment. Was she coming out?

After waiting for a while and seeing that there was no sound at all, I realized that she was just afraid that I would open the door and bully her again.

I should have left, not let her worry and be afraid.

But I can't accept it. If I go out, I might be taken away by the police at any time.

That way, I'd never have a chance to apologize to Nikki again.

Thinking about apologizing, I can't help but smile bitterly. The first time, it might be useful to apologize, but the second time … No matter what, if Nikki could call the police herself and drag me in, she would feel better.

The door was obviously locked from the inside, but she was still afraid that I would barge in. At this moment, I must be even more terrifying in her heart than a jackal, a tiger, or a leopard.

After an unknown period of time, a 'putong' sound suddenly came from the inside of the stalemate.

My heart tightened, and I suddenly remembered that morning when Nikki had fainted.

I gave the door a shove and then slammed it.

The door didn't budge, and I suddenly thought of knocking on it, just like I did at home, and then I denied it.

Although Nanqi had fainted, such a loud noise scared her.

I couldn't help but think of the keys. I wasn't familiar with the house, so I searched for a few rooms and finally found a bunch of keys on the TV in the living room.

He opened the door one by one.

When I realized that Nikki was lying unconscious in the doorway, I didn't dare push too hard. Halfway through the push, I stopped, not daring to push any longer. I ducked inside and saw Nikki lying on her side, unconscious, just like I had seen that morning.

I quickly picked her up, only to find that there was still a red stain on her long legs under her skirt.

"Put..." "Let go …" The unconscious Nikki might have realized that I was holding her, waving and pushing weakly at me.

Seeing that she was still worried about me, I felt extremely uncomfortable. I didn't dare to delay any longer and directly carried her to the bed.

Nanqi struggled to open her eyes and weakly shouted, "Let's go …" On the side, grab the quilt tightly.

I opened my mouth and wanted to apologize a few times, but no words came out.

Under the circumstances, my apology must have seemed ridiculous to her.

I panted nervously as my gaze shifted to the cell phone in front of my bed cabinet.

I walked straight over, thinking of Luo Yan.

Call her and ask her to take care of Nikki. It took me a long time, but I couldn't turn it on, and then I realized that my phone might be out of battery.

In my ears, Nikki was still weakly shouting for me to leave.

Looking at her miserable state, how could I bear to leave just like that?

My father, who was a doctor, couldn't help thinking about how he took care of me when I was sick.

I reached out to touch her forehead to see if she had caught a cold.

Last night, after all, I'd stripped her. It was summer, but the floor was cool.

When I reached for it, Nikki looked away in disgust, but maybe she was really weak. My hand found her forehead.

It was very hot, she really had a fever!

"Let's go!" Nikki suddenly shouted out loud and pushed my hand away.

I didn't dare meet her eyes. I ran out.

He opened the refrigerator and picked up a few ice cubes. He also took a towel and wrapped it around himself before returning to his room. Once again, he applied the ice to the ice under Nudge's helpless resistance.

Gradually, she might be tired, or perhaps she sensed that I was no longer cheating on her, so she slowly stopped struggling.

Seeing her quietly close her eyes, I heaved a sigh of relief.

He had been keeping watch like this the entire time. He grabbed a few towels and kept changing them.

It wasn't until the room began to darken that her fever finally subsided.

Looking at Nanqi's relaxed eyebrows and peaceful sleeping face, I felt relieved.

It wasn't worth mentioning that I'd hurt Nikki, but at least I could do something for her.

"Dong Dong Dong …" Suddenly, there was a knock on the door.

I jumped, afraid that Nikki would wake up, and hurried out.

"Nikki, are you home?"

Just as he walked to the door, Luo Yan's voice suddenly came from outside.

Suddenly, I was startled to hear her voice again.

"Nikki, why didn't you go to school? What happened yesterday? " Luo Yan shouted again.

My heart was pounding in nervousness. Even though the door was locked, she couldn't enter for the time being.

But Nikki was alone at home and hadn't gone to school today. Did she think something was wrong with her and bring the police?

If it was before I found out that Nanqi was accompanying my girl, I would probably be happy to see the scene of Luo Yan seeing me raping her cousin. But now, all of a sudden, I don't want to.

Perhaps, because I owed her in the first place, or perhaps because I treated her so well, she didn't call the police.

He walked to the floor and scraped off the dried blood with his hand.

As he scraped, he felt a strange sensation as he thought of Nikki's first blush.

Luo Yan was still shouting outside, but when I was done, I ran to the door.

After looking around, I quickly opened the door and ran into the toilet closest to the door.

She nervously listened, heard the door opening and the sound of footsteps as she walked in, along with Luo Yan's confused voice.

Then the footsteps began to walk toward Nikki's bedroom.

It seemed that Luo Yan was very familiar with this place. After hearing the sound of her entering the bedroom, just as she was about to run out, she heard footsteps from outside again.

I was so scared that I quickly hid myself. Luo Yan seemed to be busy with something in the living room.

After waiting for a while, she was still in the living room.

"Nikki, it's time to eat." Luo Yan suddenly shouted.

Eating? What was going on? Wasn't Nikki still unconscious?

Could it be … When Luo Yan entered the bedroom, she was already awake? Or did she actually wake up early and just pretend to be asleep in front of me?

The sound of two people's footsteps came from outside, proving that Nikki was really awake. I sighed. In any case, it was good that she was fine.

As I was thinking, footsteps suddenly came towards me.

Hearing the crisp sound of high heels, I realized that it was Luo Yan, who was so frightened that she hid herself behind a shelf.

And then, the door opened. It should be Luo Yan who walked in, and then the sound of clothes being taken off came into my ears. I was stunned for a moment, and then I heard a "hua" sound.

When I realised that Luo Yan was urinating, my heart tensed up to my throat.

I shouldn't have seen it, but thinking about how she treated me like that and how she even let dad down, I stuck my head out like I was taking my revenge. From my position, I just happened to see that mysterious scene.

I was completely dumbfounded, I didn't even know when Luo Yan left.

After who knows how long had passed, she said, "Nanqi, you are alone at home. You must lock up the doors and windows." Then came the sound of the door opening and closing.

The room quieted down again, and I thought it was a pity that Nikki and Luo Yan left together.

As I was thinking, I heard footsteps again. When I realized that the footsteps were heading towards me, I couldn't help but think of the scene where Luo Yan peed.

The door opened and Nikki came in.

I thought she was going to sit down there, but there was a rustling sound.

The bathroom and the bathroom were connected, so she was going to take a bath. He couldn't help but think of the bloodstains on her legs … After a while, she probably took off all her clothes and the sound of flowing water could be heard …

I kept reminding myself that this was an accident, that I couldn't peek at her … However, my heart is filled with the image of flowing water and Nikki naked …

After an unknown period of time, the things beside my shelf suddenly emptied.

When I saw the sudden appearance of Nikki next to me, I realized that the towel was next to my shelf, and that Nikki was staring at me with her eyes wide open.