C4 Metamorphosis?

At night, in the secret basement of the deputy mayor's house.

A middle-aged man with grey hair and wearing a wide gray robe poured out a pill from a small porcelain bottle into Gao Fei's mummified mouth, who was lying on the bed.

The middle-aged man raised his head, his grayish-brown eyes flashing sinisterly, "Fei'Er has already eaten my" Channel Opening Pill ", I believe she will recover in less than half a month."

"Thank you, Your Majesty!" "Two years ago, you saved my life, and now, you saved Fei'er's life. How do you want me to thank you?" A chubby guy replied with a smile, nodding and bowing, his face full of fat. This person was the deputy mayor of City S, Gao Pingyin, and Gao Fei's father. He was a greedy, rebellious, and deceitful snob.

The middle-aged man called 'Demon King' waved his hand and said, "Don't be so polite, Fei'Er is my little disciple after all. It's natural to save him." "Who injured Fei'er this time?"

"It's just an ordinary student, and he actually beat Fei'er to such a state. I want his life!" Gao Pingyan said fiercely, his fat face trembling.

"My plan has just begun, don't do so many things. If you attract the attention of 'Heaven Group', it will be very troublesome." The middle-aged man impatiently glared at Gao Pingyan, causing his body to tremble and fall silent like a cicada in the winter.

The middle-aged man said, "Have Fei'er go to university in City H in a few days. I can use him there. If there's nothing important to do, don't bother me! "

"Yes, yes, yes."

He returned to the basement, gritted his teeth and said to his unconscious son while looking at him, "You dare to injure my son? Hmph, I don't want your life. I don't want all the other secondary schools in S City to dare take you."

When I opened my eyes again, I was in a hospital bed, wrapped in gauze. I was startled and thought I was badly hurt. I gently stretched my limbs and didn't feel any discomfort. Thus, I undid a part of the bandage and discovered that the wounds from Gao Fei's scratching had mostly healed.

The room was quiet. There were two beds in the room, one of them still empty. I felt as if everything in this room was familiar, as if I had been here before. As I slowly recalled, I suddenly thought of that night a few years ago. I couldn't help but exclaim: Life is so damn fun, because life is always f * cking playing with me.

Six years ago, dad was in this hospital, in this ward, on this bed, sleeping forever. Now I was in the same hospital, the same ward, the same bed. Except the difference is that I still have to stand up, and I have to live up to show the old man in the sky.

While I was lost in my thoughts, the door to the ward was pushed open and Hu Shanshan slowly walked in.

Hu Shanshan sat by the bedside, trying her best to smile, "Senior, I brought you something to eat. You must be hungry."

Looking at the forced smile on Hu Shanshan's face, I had a bad premonition. I said, "Shan Shan, did something happen? "Don't lie to me."

Hu Shanshan did not say anything as tears rolled down her cheeks. She took a piece of paper from her shoulder bag and handed it to me.

When I read the words on the paper, I felt that it was no accident that I was lying in the hospital bed where my father had died. Maybe God wished I could sleep here. It's just that I'm too ashamed to see my father. I wanted to get into a good university, learn useful knowledge, and create my own career so that no one would dare to look down on me. Now it seemed like all he could do was let his imagination run wild. College may not be the only way out, but at the moment I find that the world is vast and I don't have a place of my own.

"Sir, Gao Fei's dad used his connections … None of the high schools dare to take you in now... I begged my dad, and my dad couldn't do anything about it... I'm sorry, sir, but I'm not your lukystar and I can't bring you any luck. and my dad doesn't agree with us … "

Hu Shanshan's tears fell on the back of my hand and burned my skin. Hu Shanshan had always comforted me who was expressionless, but she could not stop her tears.

Hu Shanshan left. Looking at her leaving figure, I thought that I might never see her again. I could no longer remain indifferent. For the first time I realized how hot my tears had been.

I sat there staring out the window at the cloudy sky. I do not know where the path to heaven is. Countless times I ask myself, countless times I have tried, but there is no answer. Thick sadness gushed into my heart. Complicated emotions were always present, and contradictory emotions were always present. The person he loved could no longer hold hands. Was she like him, a person who could cut apart the liver and intestines …

I tore off the gauze and fled the hospital.

The sky was dark and misty, like my heart. The air was as heavy as a curtain, and I desperately tore a gap as I struggled forward. In a daze, I lost myself. Always like this, inadvertently lost oneself, by the ruthless abandonment of life. It was always like this, always flustered, always looking for a way out, more like escaping.

Wandering through the streets of S City, he suddenly felt a terrifying sense of unfamiliarity. It seems that even though I've been in this city for nineteen years, I've never really lived a serious life. I don't know why, but I just can't get into the blood of this city. The pulse of S city may have influenced my joy, anger, and sorrow, but it never got my soul.

I was wandering in a small park when I ran into a girl.

"Honored brother?" The girl let out an uncertain cry.

"Xue'er?"

The girl suddenly jumped up in joy, "Your elder brother is really you, why are you here?"

There is a type of years called growth, there is a type of growth called farewell, farewell to yesterday in today's growth, hope for tomorrow's glory. However, in the years of growth, there was a taste of nostalgia. It was faint, and in an unexpected moment, it filled with the feelings of the past.

It was another summer, and when I thought back to last year, the sun shone just like that.

The camera moved across the sea and crossed the balcony. It passed through the curtain and stopped in a simple but somewhat messy and beautiful room. The sleeping posture of a young man on the bed was not elegant at all. It could even be called indecent. Dark boxers propped up a small tent, one hand reaching into the small tent, ms moving from time to time. There was a wet drool on the pillow! The main character had a handsome face that was completely out of proportion to his obscene sleeping posture.

I woke up from a dream, the dream flashed a picture, the gorgeous and desolate beautiful world bloomed with blue sadness, those familiar faces appeared in front of me, then turned around and left, I shouted out something, they were at a loss. In the end, I saw myself bound by something invisible, and I just kept struggling …

Opening my eyes, I stare blankly at the sky through the screen window, unable to see the clouds floating past the soul in the driving shell for how long? How lonely was it to clench my hand and let go?

It was growing hotter and hotter, as if the temperature had just reached a terrible 40 degrees Celsius in June. Suddenly, the coolness of home flashed through his mind, and he lost himself for a moment …

A year ago, after I was expelled from school, I sold the only property my dad had left me, the house. He then went to the small suite of rooms with a monthly rent of 300 yuan and began to live a life that was almost cut off from the rest of the world.

Empty sadness is always floating in a person's room, my endless Internet connection makes me tired to think, the empty room is full of computer echo, playing a song that people forget to hear, the fan is also turning its rhythm. And I just stood there, empty and numb. A person's life is destined to be lonely because a person is always bored looking for busy. A man's freedom to live. Lazy. "Unrestrained but devoid of the sweetness of love, friendship, and kinship...

"..."

After getting out of bed, I casually put on a pair of underpants and opened the balcony door. A wave of heat rushed into my face, and my head felt like it was about to burst through the ice. Just as he was about to angrily open the door, a pretty girl appeared in front of him. She had a small sling over her straight chest, and her delicate body was paired with her angelic face and lively eyes.

"It's you, Snow." He couldn't get angry no matter how hard he tried. Murong Xue was a year younger than me. When he was young, his house was right next to mine, but after that, he moved away. I remembered when she was 5 years old, she held onto me for 6 years old and refused to leave. Although they were still in the same city, they rarely saw each other.

A year ago, when I was at my worst, I ran out of the hospital and ran into Murong Xue. During this year of my isolated life, Murong Xue would come to my place every two or three days to bring me food to eat.

"Venerable brother, what's wrong? "You …" Carefully, Murong Xue discovered that my body was covered in sweat. She hastily placed her hand on my forehead and a stream of clear water flowed into my body. I felt as if my body was being wrapped by a cold air.

"No, nothing …" At this moment, I had no time to think about what that cold stream was and hurriedly let Murong Xue into the room. My mood calmed down and my expression returned to its original unruly and lonely state.

"Take a seat first. I'm going to take a shower. There's a drink in the fridge." "Right." Murong Xue was always so obedient, like a bright and pure spring water.

She turned around and entered the bathroom. The little girl was already pouting her cute little mouth. That seductive little mouth made people want to kiss her. Maybe it was because she had just woken up and was full of energy. Turning on the tap and letting the cold water wash over me, I suddenly understood my current situation. I was still alone, perhaps because of the past, I could never forget it, even if it was just a little bit, it was enough to injure me.

In the real summer, when the flowers were still in bloom, they had lost their flowers and sunlight, and were carrying the illusion of a rose, which was once the hottest scene in the past …

I tried not to think about it, because the process of repressing my emotions was grinding me like a millstone. My mother's abandonment, my father's death, Hu Shanshan's departure, that piece of heavy notice to withdraw from school, all of these pressed down on my chest like a huge rock, making me unable to breathe. The depression in his heart had nowhere to vent to panic.

"Bang!" I hit the wall with my fist, and the blood on the wall was washed away.

A tortoise was crawling around the bathroom door. I'd bought it a year ago and hadn't fed it or taken care of it in the past year. It hadn't died, and it had grown up a lot. I had been laughing at myself for a year, and now looking at this stubborn tortoise, I suddenly realized that I was wrong.

The so-called" child is not a fish to know the happiness of fish, "child is not a turtle, how to know the happiness of a turtle. A flash of clarity came over me, and it took me a year to figure it out: let go of the burden and move on to a new life. In a split-second I laughed, uninhibited heart to loathe ordinary, even as a turtle I would like to be a happy turtle, extraordinary turtle!

Strangely, the burden that I had carried on my shoulders for a year was put down in an instant. He felt a burst of relaxation in his heart, and his face revealed a smile that he hadn't worn for a long time. As I walked out of the bathroom, Murong Xue looked at me as if I were a cat.

"Heh, little beauty, you're drooling. Hehe."

Murong Xue was even more shocked. This was the first time in a year that I had spoken to him in such a tone. She came up to me and touched my head and said, "Zunge, you, you don't have a fever, do you?"

"…"

"Honored brother, why do I feel that your temperament has changed?"

I chuckled as I looked at her impeccable appearance, but didn't say anything. Murong Xue relaxed a bit and said, "No matter what, I am very happy to see you like this. Haha, I want your brother to be happy."

I was moved and stretched out my hand to grab Murong Xue's waist. "Let's go. I'm so hungry."

Murong Xue wasn't used to it, so she twisted her waist.

"Snow, you have to be small."

"I'm happy!" After saying that, she kept twisting her waist, but she was getting closer and closer to me …

My transformation was completed so suddenly. However, it doesn't change anything. It doesn't mean that I can put anything down. I know that it makes me cherish today and master the future while reminiscing about yesterday.

After experiencing so much, I just started to understand …