Supreme Male Masseur/C12 Suicide
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C12 Suicide

After Qianqian left, I squatted on the spot and started crying helplessly. It was me who killed my child, and it was me who caused Qianqian to walk on the path of money. What right do I have to blame her? I don't have anything, not even my most important people can't protect me. Thinking of our children, the heart is as bloody as a knife cut, dull pain. I was told she was gone without even knowing she was there. Regret helpless, despair guilt, again and again engulfing my broken heart. Compared to this Qian Qian's departure, this child was the last straw that pressed down on me.

I suddenly felt that my life was meaningless. I didn't know why people like me could continue to live, but what reason did I have to live on? If he died, perhaps he would be relieved. He wouldn't have to bear all these guilt.

He was in a daze, not knowing where to go. He followed the voice in his heart and slowly walked to the nearby small river, intending to end this farce.

There weren't many people on the road yet, and I didn't know why, but I felt my heart clogged up. I wanted to use what to end everything and not let my heart feel so bad.

It was already dawn by then. I jumped off the bridge without thinking and fell into the surging river. A stink entered my nose and mouth, but my heart was calm like never before. I will also be one of the many lonely spirits in the river. There will no longer be a person called Chen Qifei in this world, Qian Qian won't need to worry about me disturbing her life, she just hopes that she can live a good life. Forget about her happy days. No, I don't know who owes who this, but she'd be better off without me.

She had never had a good life with me, and I couldn't give her the best food and clothes. We had all been together at the best of times in my life, and for a moment I didn't resent her at all. There's no right or wrong, I don't have the ability to shelter her from the elements and allow her to live a comfortable life. She couldn't be wrong to pursue what she wanted. It was only a short while since I had jumped into the river, but I didn't know if I would wake up this early in my life or not. It wasn't so pessimistic, but it wasn't the last moment of my life after realizing everything.

The river flooded over my head. As I slowly sank into the water, I opened my eyes as if I could only see that my short series of images was reflected in the river, leaving me miserable and pathetic. After losing consciousness, he didn't know anything else.

When I woke up, I was already in the hospital. The first thing was that I wasn't dead. I don't know what happened after I fainted, who saved my life and sent me to the hospital. His head was so dizzy that only his eyes could move, and his hands were still filled with the liquid. He struggled to look around.

"You're awake. Where else are you feeling uncomfortable?"

"Brother, why are you so confused? If not for Li Qing passing by you, I wouldn't even know where she would be right now." Zhao Qiang said towards him with a face full of disapproval.

"Alright, alright, we'll talk about this later. As long as he's fine, then it's fine. Hurry up and call the doctor over."

Zhao Qiang replied and went out to call the doctor.

I wanted to give them a smile, but after a few unsuccessful attempts I gave up and barely managed to make a little curve.

I was already in a coma for three days and three nights. The doctors had already issued a notice of danger, so if I don't wake up now, I might really not be able to wake up ever again. So it was like this. Li Qing just happened to see me jump into the river after work, so she hurriedly called the police. That's how she saved me.

After a few moments of confusion, the doctor said I had nothing to do for a few days after I woke up.

"Why are you so silly? There is no obstacle that can't be crossed." Zhao Qiang sat on the side of my bed and asked while frowning.

"I saw Qianqian." So I told him about seeing Qianqian, and what happened to our child.

"What's the point of you saying that I'm alive? I'm no longer fit to live. I've let down my child, Qian Qian."

At this time, Li Qing came up and slapped me, and even I was stunned. The warm and gentle Li Qing was never this fierce, and I didn't know that even Qiang Zi, who was at the side, was stunned for a moment. Both Qiang Zi and I were silent for a moment as we looked at her, "People live for themselves, because a woman is too unworthy of living. Is your life so cheap? "

I don't know what to think as I walk over to the window and sit down.

I was alone in the ward. None of us wanted to talk at the door, so the three of us fell into a deep silence.

Fortunately, at this moment, someone walked into the ward and broke the silence. Qiang Zi was the first to react and stood up to greet the manager, "Manager, why are you here?"

"I came to see if anyone from Little Chen has woken up."

"I just woke up. I'm fine now." Qiang Zi replied.

Manager Liu Yu came to see me? I didn't expect that a mere employee like me would be able to bring her to visit.

"Manager."

"Little Chen, tell me, why are you like this at such a young age? What's there to be worried about? I originally thought you were a promising employee, but I didn't expect you to be unhappy because of such a small matter. I really misjudged you."

"Manager, I won't." I am only saying these words to Qiang Zi and Li Qing. So in this world, there are friends around me that care about me, and I'm not alone.

"It's good that you've thought it through. If you have any difficulties, you can tell me. You only started living when you were in your twenties."

I thought that Liu Yu was not much older than me, but when she said those words, the three of us did not feel that there was anything out of place. From my new perspective on Liu Yu, I realized that she wasn't a cold-blooded and heartless woman.

"Alright, you should take care of yourself and come back early to work. "I still have things to do, so I'll be leaving first."

"Thank you, manager." At this moment, I didn't know what else to say. There wasn't enough words to express my current feelings. I thought that I would be abandoned by everyone and that my life would have no meaning. Suddenly, I realised that I still had a lot of people around me. The desolation in his heart was slowly filled with warmth.

In the end, since it's because of Li Qing's slap and Liu Yu's words, I came back to my senses and cherished my life.

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