C46 First Love Turning Back to Change One's Mind(2)
The phone call turned out to be from my ex-girlfriend, Zhao Jie. It's been two years and she hasn't called me. From a certain point of view, Zhao Jie was my first love, and also a pain that I could not shake off. Zhao Jie, who used to love her so dearly but was still unable to get rid of her troubles in the secular world, began to become realistic and started to chase after his wonderful life. In her memory, I was just a poor soldier. Many times, no matter how deep my love was, I would slowly walk to the grave without money as a foundation.
I will admit that I will never forget Zhao Jie, nor her every move. I could even guess that with her beauty and temperament, there would definitely be a large number of pursuers in the school. Perhaps, she has already found her own happiness.
Of course, what that I won't forget even more is the scene of Zhao Jie proposing to split my power. Her every word, pierced deep into my heart. I am not a coward, but I am unusually persistent with my feelings. I will always remember Zhao Jie's last parting speech. "Zhao Long, we are not on the same boat, you can think about it, you are serving as a soldier, but I am reading books, you are serving as a soldier, I am reading books. "Being together with me is a form of delay for both sides. I won't hold you up, so don't hold me up either. Let's break up …"
At this moment, facing the familiar name on my cell phone screen, as well as the sad ringing in my head, a wave of heartfelt sadness flooded into my heart. I hesitated for a long time before I pressed the answer button.
You Meng moved closer to ask: "Whose number are you calling, why aren't you answering?"
I casually said, "It's Zhao Jie."
You Meng was shocked, he stopped chewing and stared with his eyes wide: "Didn't you guys break up already, and are still in contact?"
I smiled wryly. "No, this is the first time since we broke up that she has called me."
A peculiar expression flitted across You Meng's face, but he suddenly turned to look at the TV Screen, and said thoughtfully: "You decide for yourself, accept it or not, but... But I want you to... You have to be calm. "
Of course I understand the meaning of You Meng's words, she didn't want me to recover our relationship. Of course, it was not because You Meng wanted to add insult to injury, but because she felt that it was not worth it.
It was only until the second ring from the bell that I pressed the 'Answer' button. I did not speak first, but Zhao Jie's familiar voice came out from the phone: "Zhao Long, are you alright?"
I had the feeling that I wanted to cry, not because I was too weak, but because the feelings I cared so much about were now so far away.
I said, "That's very good. What about you?"
Zhao Jie said: "Can you tell me the truth, what exactly are you doing now?"
I was stunned for a moment. I didn't understand why she was asking this question. "To be a soldier? I'm still a soldier."
Zhao Jie anxiously asked: "Can you tell me what kind of weapon you are really?"
I replied, "Guard, you know about it."
Zhao Jie stood there in silence for a moment, and her emotions became excited: "No, no … You're lying to me. Let me ask you the truth. When Chief C came back from his visit to State Y on the news today, were you the one in the black suit behind Chief C? When I was watching the news, I was completely stunned. It's actually you, it really is you … Tell me honestly, what exactly are you doing now? "
