C800 Acknowledge error

In the days that followed, I ordered myself to be strong, to be strong for the sake of my dignity as a man. I didn't say a word to her at home, I even treated her like air, and if she spoke to me, I pretended not to hear her, and then I excused myself. But after a few days, I can't hold on any longer. I know that I love her too much, and I still can't let her go