C1264 I missed the first time there was no more

"No."

I rejected the guardian's request. "I'm really tired. I'm begging you, please let me go! I kept seeing my brothers and my family die again and again. I really can't take it anymore!"

The guardian looked at me calmly.

"What mission, it's all bullshit!" I need my own life, so please be merciful and let me go … I really, I really don't want to … I shook my head