C11 Encountering Chen Yuxin by Chance

Moon Descent City was filled with tears, but it was still too early for him to go to sleep. The thin frost courtyard timidly clothes, the heart is quiet, red appendix, this feeling will be known to all.

Very soon, under the great anticipation of the crowd, Christmas approached. On this day, people were brimming with the happy atmosphere of the festival. Although the students were in class, they couldn't hide the happiness in their hearts.

In the evening, Mu Xinyi received a phone call. He quickly ran out of the classroom and went to the hallway to pick up the call. The moment Mu Xinyi heard the other party's voice, his tears couldn't help but drip, "Heh, I missed you so much. Why did you call me only now? "I miss you so much, I really want to …" Mu Xinyi cried as she spoke. She spoke with melancholy, resentment, and a face full of tears of joy. People would only feel pity if they saw her.

On the other side of the phone, when Zhang Song heard Mu Xinyi's hoarse cry, his heart felt a burst of pain. He thought to himself that he had still made her cry, if he had known earlier, he wouldn't have called. How could he not want to call her and her old friends when he was gone for a month, but could he? He was thinking that if he could not endure his longing and loneliness, he would call her. With her personality, she would definitely cry from sadness. This was something that he did not want to see.

Ever since he had broken up with Yu Xin, Zhang Song had become a cold-blooded man. He seemed to have lost all feeling, and there was nothing that could make him especially happy, or cause him to feel especially sad.

Every day, he would cry, every time he thought of Yu Xin. After crying for half a month, he finally cried until his tears dried up. Even though he was still sad, his tears could not come out. Afterwards, Zhang Song said to himself, "From now on, besides myself, I cannot trust anyone. I cannot give my true feelings to anyone, I can only love myself. The tears that flowed out after I broke up with Yu Xin are now the sum of the tears that I should have shed in my entire life (at least a large portion of the tears).

But now?

On the other side of the phone, the girl who made him dream everyday, when he heard her crying, Zhang Song recalled all the times he spent with her and couldn't help but have tears brimming in his eyes.

In the current society, most of the men had once dreamed of a perfect love and pursued a simple life. However, after failing in love and getting hurt, they no longer dared to trust love. They didn't even dare to throw themselves into it without reservation. Thus, they searched their imaginations for dreams that could not be realized in reality. And a pure and beautiful girl like Mu Xinyi was the most perfect girl in their imaginations. She was the girl they longed for, the love between Zhang Song and Mu Xinyi. Although it was a bit plain and simple, it was the love they longed for the most in their hearts.

As for the girls, most of them wished to be together with the man they loved deeply, and all of them dreamed of having a sweet and blissful love. However, there was a high chance that things would go badly for them in life. In reality, people like Zhang Song, who were extremely sincere, who were extremely emotional, were few in number. When the girls' love suffered a setback, they would be disappointed, but when their love was destroyed, they would feel despair. Of course, in the depths of their hearts, they still yearned for a perfect and passionate love. For them, perfect love was their spiritual need, allowing them to obtain the consolation of the soul in their ruthless reality.

However, could love really go smoothly? Could two people who loved each other really stick to each other's promise in this strange society and live a life without changing their original intentions? Right now, the society was cold, the world was cold, people only cared about their drunken life, how could they chase after that ethereal and illusory love?

It's because people don't believe in love anymore. For them, it's fine to play with love, but it's impossible for me to devote myself to it. Since ancient times, she had been jealous of her beauty! Since ancient times, a woman's life had been ruined! Since ancient times, how many of those beauties that could topple empires and topple kingdoms could live to their hearts' content? Formerly, most of them were victims of the state, but now most of them were victims of men's rivalry and women's jealousy.

Being beautiful was not wrong, but once a beautiful person entered the human world, they would be contaminated. In the end, their heart would no longer be directly proportional to their appearance. It just confirmed the ancient saying, "White sand in the Nirvana, with the black".

God gave Mu Xinyi a beauty that could topple cities, was it his blessing for Mu Xinyi; God allowed Zhang Song to meet Mu Xinyi — This kind-hearted, gentle and skilled girl, was she actually blessing Zhang Song?

Then what about Yu Xin?

God allowed Zhang Song to meet Yu Xin, allowed him to experience countless things with her that Zhang Song would never forget, and finally caused Zhang Song to lose her.

Perhaps, this was also a type of blessing.

Because of Yu Xin, Zhang Song understood how to love someone.

Because of Yu Xin, Zhang Song understood that love was not everything to one person.

Yu Xin gave Zhang Song love, he gave Zhang Song an unprecedented happiness, and allowed Zhang Song to understand many things. However, she was not the type of person to accompany Zhang Song in his life. The purpose of her appearance in Zhang Song's life, was to let Zhang Song understand love.

Yes, Yu Xin changed as soon as he said it, this kind of person, if he wanted to live with her for his entire life, Zhang Song wouldn't be happy, and if it was anyone else, he probably wouldn't be happy.

Therefore, her leaving was actually beneficial to Zhang Song.

In other words, a person who should not be by Zhang Song's side forever came to Zhang Song's side. After giving Zhang Song many pleasures and teaching him many things, he left. If this wasn't God's blessing, then what was it?

On the other side of the phone, Zhang Song stopped crying and tried to smile. She felt that Mu Xinyi would not notice that she had cried before, so she smiled and said: "Idiot, don't cry anymore, it won't look good if you continue crying. I miss you so much, today is Christmas, so in order to give you a surprise, I got the time to call you.

"Sung, I'm glad you're having a Merry Christmas too. You'll call me. Today's a better phone call than any present I'll ever receive."

"Oh, it's almost the end of term, right? Is there a lot of pressure to learn? Are you alright, big brother? "

"Yeah, it's almost time for the exam. Everyone is busy revising, but big brother and them, sigh, don't seem to be nervous at all. They're just as fond of fun as usual." Mu Xinyi told Zhang Song about the class's situation, and then, as if he remembered something, he added on at the back: "Right, I almost forgot, Su Xiang walked together with Ye Xuan, and even said that after the college entrance examination is over, he'll bring Ye Xuan home to see his mother. I'm really envious of the both of them." As he spoke, Mu Xinyi fell into a fantasy, imagining the day he married Zhang Song. Unknowingly, the corner of his mouth curled into a sweet smile.

After the two of them called for nearly an hour, Mu Xinyi reluctantly hung up the phone. She was very afraid, because once the phone call was hung up, it meant that Zhang Song had lost contact with her again, and Zhang Song had disappeared from her life once more. She did not like this feeling, she had long gotten used to Zhang Song's life by her side.

At this moment, Mu Xinyi was happy, happy; he imagined: "If every night I can eat with the person I like, and then sit on the sofa with you after dinner and watch TV, although it's a simple life, but it's already a great happiness. Isn't it? The simplest life, is often the happiest life. A friend once asked me what I thought happiness was? I said it was a plain, sweet life. "

Once upon a time, Mu Xinyi's ideal of love was very simple. Mu Xinyi only wished to be able to live a dull and sweet life with the person he liked.

After Zhang Song hung up the phone, he turned around and was about to return to his company when he saw a person standing outside the phone booth. When that person saw me walk out, he said to me, "Is it really you? "Are you on the phone?"

Zhang Song looked at him, he was stunned, and after two seconds, he revealed a surprised expression.

Everyone, guess who this person is?

It's Yu Xin!

Why was she here? How did she know Zhang Song was here?

Thinking about this, Zhang Song asked: "Why are you here? "How did you know I was here?"

"As I passed by and looked at your back, I felt a sense of familiarity. I saw you on the phone just now, so I looked at you from the side and confirmed my thoughts. Why are you here?" You should be at school at this time of year. "

After listening to Yu Xin's explanation, Zhang Song found out that after breaking up with him, Yu Xin had followed his family back home, which was also the city where Zhang Song currently worked. Today's meeting was indeed a fortuitous one.

"Oh," Zhang Song paused for a moment, "What do you want?"

"Are you free now?" Yu Xin asked softly.

"What is it?"

"The world is so vast, but we can still meet again. Perhaps this is fate. Let's go have a drink together, shall we?" When Zhang Song hung out with her, she rarely asked for Zhang Song's opinion.

Do you want to go with her? Zhang Song was at a loss. He did not want to think about how Yu Xin would betray him like he did with him back then. Because he knew very well that his love for Mu Xinyi was not inferior to Yu Xin's.

However …

Sigh, if there was anyone in this world who could make the cold-blooded and cold-hearted Zhang Song soften his heart, then that person would only be Yu Xin.

Looking at her face, her expression, and her eyes, Zhang Song could not reject her request.

"Have a drink. It won't take long."

"Let's go." Zhang Song said.

In this easily passing years, we have dreamed of love, also secretly tasted the forbidden fruit of love, but how many people can adhere to the original dream? How many people can pass on this love? In this bizarre society, how many people could have true love? At this point, we are going to really reflect, love, what is it? Love, how should I orient myself? Love, is it about desire? Could love really become perfect?