C12 Locate Love

Zhang Song and Yu Xin hailed a taxi, and when they arrived, the two of them chose to sit in the back row. On the road, Yu Xin took a glance at Zhang Song who was sitting beside him, and his expression immediately became complicated.

Zhang Song and Yu Xin arrived at the Central Island Cafe which was located at the center of the city. In the past, Zhang Song had never come to this kind of place before. It was just that Zhang Song did not like drinking coffee. He did not like that kind of bitter feeling, even if there was sugar inside, there was still a bitter and astringent feeling that could not be quelled.

After sitting down, Zhang Song went straight to the point: "What business do you have with me?"

Yu Xin thought for a moment, then said: "Are you free tonight?"

If Zhang Song had said resolutely, "No!" Then there was no need to think about anything else.

However, Zhang Song's curiosity was piqued and he could not help but ask, "What's the matter?"

"I want to take you somewhere." Yu Xin said.

Zhang Song was even more curious now: "Where?"

"You'll know when you get there."

Just as Zhang Song was about to say "Alright", Mu Xinyi's face suddenly appeared in front of him.

A disappointed face. A wronged face.

"I really can't hurt Xin Yi anymore. "I feel a little guilty for hurting someone else, but if I hurt Xin Yi, I hate myself." Zhang Song warned himself.

"Matsui, what's wrong?" Yu Xin called out to Zhang Song, who was thinking hard.

Zhang Song really wanted to say: "I'm sorry! I'm not free tonight! I'll come with you another day! "

But for some reason, when facing Yu Xin, this "no" word could not come out from his mouth. Zhang Song was in a difficult situation. After thinking for almost ten seconds, he finally made his decision.

"I have work to do. I have to go." I said each word in a low, calm voice.

"Work?" Yu Xin asked.

Zhang Song wanted to explain, but when he thought about it, she was not my person, so why did he need to explain things to her so clearly? He said coldly, "I'm not free anyway."

"But... "I will only waste a little of your time …" Yu Xin did not give up.

"Tell me first, where are you taking me?"

Yu Xin said faintly: "A place that has special meaning to lovers."

A place of special significance for lovers? Where could it be? What was her purpose in bringing Zhang Song there? He wanted to remind Zhang Song of the past? Why would she do that? Could it be …

She really wanted to get back together with Zhang Song?

Thinking of this, Zhang Song's heart thumped.

Zhang Song still loves Yu Xin? Even if it wasn't love, Zhang Song still had feelings for her? Time flew swiftly, but Zhang Song was still unable to let go of this relationship?

Was her first love really that unforgettable?

Sigh, even if Zhang Song still had feelings for her, but Zhang Song and her, could not be like how it was in the past. Since they had already gone their separate ways, why did they still barely get together when they had been travelling on different paths? Since she had changed, and Zhang Song had also changed, then why would he turn back when there were so many things changed around them?

Zhang Song clearly knew what it meant to be disloyal every time, and not allow it a hundred times. He did not want to live his life in fear. He didn't want to be hurt by the same woman twice.

"Zhang Song, be heartless when you have the time, and be heartless when you have the time! Why can't I be cruel to her? Did she consider my feelings when she parted from me? I don't owe her anything in my previous life, so why do I keep hurting her? Why are you so soft-hearted towards her? " Zhang Song thought.

"Stop thinking about it! My first love, Chen Yuxin, will forever remain in my memory and will not appear in the real world again. The person in front of me is not the Yu Xin who has accompanied me through countless days, and has made me incomparably happy, but is instead a stranger. " Zhang Song took a deep breath and said seriously: "I'm really busy, okay, I'm going now."

"Zhang Song..." Yu Xin wanted to stop Zhang Song who was about to leave, but Zhang Song ignored her and walked out of the Central Island Cafe without looking back. In that moment, Zhang Song suddenly felt that he was so cool.

On the way back to the company, Zhang Song couldn't help but think of Yu Xin.

He was used to her life, and had formed the habit of settling everything with her. Thus, when she told him that she was in love with someone else and that she was going to leave Zhang Song, Zhang Song's world seemed to have suddenly died. Zhang Song felt lost in despair, and he did not know what to do.

Although he was betrayed and hurt, although Zhang Song kept telling himself that he couldn't trust love anymore, and that he couldn't be hurt by women, deep down in his heart, he still yearned for love.

He tried his best to shake his head, throwing away his thoughts on Yu Xin. At this time, he thought of Mu Xinyi, who had swept away his unhappiness just now. However, when he thought of Mu Xinyi's blissful and sweet smile, it was like a needle had pierced into Zhang Song's heart. The happier she smiled, the more guilt Zhang Song felt in his heart.

"Yu Xin is my first love, so I wish to live a plain and sweet life with her. But in the end she gave up, and I thought sadly, Can't love really be simpler? Did it really be difficult for the two of them to like each other and live a bland and sweet life? Since then I no longer trust love, no longer look forward to a simple and happy life.

But now?

The feeling he had when he was with Mu Xinyi was very comfortable and simple. "At that moment, when I thought about Mu Xinyi's face full of smiles, I suddenly thought about it. In truth, this world still has simple and sweet love, I cannot be so arrogant just because I was betrayed by a woman, and completely deny all pure love."

"I had such a dream. In the dream, I met a girl, this girl is very beautiful, loves me very much, has a very good character, can be called a perfect girlfriend, then, in the dream, I went through some happy things with this girl: together, we went on a trip, we went shopping, we went to a movie...

Before I met Yu Xin, when I still believed in the purity of love in this world, I had this kind of dream; after I broke up with Yu Xin, when I was in so much pain that I wished I could live, when I longed for a girl who could let me forget the pain and start over, I had this dream too. Because the real world was too cruel, pure love, simple girls, almost didn't exist, so every man, more or less, would have fantasized about how good it would be if he had a beautiful girlfriend, a smart girlfriend, a gentle girlfriend, and a girlfriend who was completely dedicated to him.

Every time I woke up from this dream, I felt very disappointed in my heart. Sigh, it really is a dream. The real world was still as cruel as ever. The girls were still as realistic as ever. The beauty and ugliness of one's appearance was always proportional to the requirements of one's boyfriend. How could a boy fall in love when he had no money? How dare a boy get married when he has no car and no house? "

As Zhang Song walked on the street, he suddenly thought of Mu Xinyi, and recalled the heart-wrenching screams that he heard from the other side of the phone. Zhang Song's heart felt tight, it was really painful, it was the same feeling he had when he heard Yu Xin tell him that she was in love with another man.

It was a feeling of heartache that he hadn't felt in a long time.

If not for the sudden aching in his heart, Zhang Song wouldn't have known that his love for Mu Xinyi had begun to deepen, to the extent that he was no longer able to control it. Right now, his wish was that Mu Xinyi would always be by his side, to become his most beloved, closest, most dependent, and most trusted person.

Sometimes, love was really hard to explain.

I remember watching Jin Yong's Dragon-Slaughtering Heavens, which was later filmed as a TV series, and even several versions of it." Among them, Wu Qihua's version impressed me the most. She clearly remembered at the end of the Heaven Slaughtering Dragon's Note, Zhou Zhiruo had asked Zhang Wuji which one of the four people he truly loved was Little Zhao, Spider, Zhao Min, and her. Zhang Wuji was suddenly filled with emotion. He remembered that he had asked himself before. At that time, he felt that if he could be together with the four ladies, wouldn't he be carefree and happy? However, things changed. Little Zhao went to Persia to become a Sect Leader, his cousin Spider died, Zhiruo went astray, and only Miss Zhao remained by his side. Although there had been a misunderstanding during this period of time, and he both loved and hated Zhao Min, he had never let go of his longing for her in his heart. However, Zhiruo's intervention always made his heart waver, and he was unable to face his own feelings head on. It was only at this moment, when he was faced with Zhao Min leaving without a word, that he finally discovered that he could not bear to part with that demoness. If he could not see her again in this life, then he would definitely not be able to continue living. He finally found the answer in his heart. He had always respected Zhiruo, and felt grateful to Spider Child. He felt pity for Little Zhao, but he still deeply loved Zhao Min.

Sometimes, people only know later when they are lost. Some people, some things, think that they are just a wisp of cloud in their lives, that they can forget each other in the martial arts world forever. However, when they parted, they realized that the past had already taken root in their hearts, and could not be removed or erased.

Yang Tong and Xiao Long were finally married and were carefree outside the Jianghu. He could remember that there was a woman who was obsessed with him and would never forget him, throwing away her beauty to wait for his entire life. Would he remember that innocent face he had seen all those years ago? Would he also remember that when they first met, she had smiled and said, "My surname is Guo, and my name is Xiang."

Red Hands, Yellow Wine, all over the city. The easterly wind is evil, the love is thin, one mind is sad, a few years of Xiao Li Suo. Wrong! Wrong! Wrong! Spring is the same, people are thin, tear mark red silk. The peach blossoms had fallen, but the Leisurely Pool Pavilion was still there. Mo! Mo! Mo! The world is thin, the favor is evil, the rain sends the evening flowers to fall easily. Xiao Feng dry, tear marks, want to write the mind, monologue do not rely on the column. Difficult! Difficult! Difficult! People are different, today is not the same, the soul of the disease is often like the swing rope. The horn is cold, the night is dim, afraid of people to ask, tears forced joy. Hide! Hide! Hide!

This was a kind of deep and silent, suffocating love. It could be said that this was an absolute type of extreme happiness.