C4 Late Love
Quiet, quiet. Everything seemed so quiet. The silence between the two of them was so quiet that it was hard to breathe. First, it was Mu Xinyi who couldn't stand it anymore. She broke the silence between the two and said nervously, "You, what do you think about tonight's exam?"
"Not bad." Zhang Song replied indifferently.
"Oh, then do you have the confidence to get first place this time?" Mu Xinyi asked without giving up.
"I don't know." Zhang Song replied with golden words as usual.
Mu Xinyi made an "oh" sound, and didn't know how to continue the topic. Her mind was quickly running, originally there were too many topics she wanted to talk about, but now that she was so nervous, she couldn't even talk about it.
Silence. Everything returned to its starting point. It was as if they couldn't find a common topic for the conversation to continue. This continued for nearly ten minutes. The unwilling Mu Xinyi started a conversation again: "You, are you free tonight?"
"What's the matter?" Zhang Song's expression was normal.
"Nothing, just asking."
"Oh." With a simple word, he ended the conversation. However, he did not give an answer.
Seeing that Zhang Song was indifferent, Mu Xinyi became extremely anxious. Hence, he picked up a pen and paper, writing down a few words, and anxiously gave it to Zhang Song.
Looking at the slip of paper that Mu Xinyi handed over to him, Zhang Song frowned. However, he still received the slip of paper, and upon opening it, a beautiful word was imprinted into his eyes. "Take me home after school, okay?"
There was no answer, only Zhang Song stuffing the slip of paper into a book, raising his arm to look at the time, then continuing to read.
When Mu Xinyi, who was looking forward to Zhang Song's reply, saw this scene, his heart suddenly ached, and two streams of tears flowed down from his eyes. He thought to himself: "I have already let go of my girl's modesty and expressed my good will to you, but you still do not appreciate my kindness, could it be that I really am not as good as Chen Yuxin?"
Unknowingly, Zhang Song had already handed over a tissue.
Mu Xinyi took the tissue, but this time he cried even harder.
Seeing that, Zhang Song helplessly stood up with his book, then left a "When the time comes, call me" and returned to his seat. The reason why Zhang Song left was because he was afraid that his classmates would hear Mu Xinyi's cries. Furthermore, it was said in the ancient language: Only vile people and women in this world are hard to raise. Actually, there was another worry in his heart, and that was the gossip of others. He knew very well that the severity of the rumors could actually kill someone.
When Mu Xinyi heard the words that Zhang Song said before he left, her heart was extremely sweet, and her tears also stopped very quickly.
Five minutes before the end of class, Zhang Song and the other eight students left the classroom as usual. After exiting the classroom, everyone lit up their cigarettes. Su Xiang then puffed out a cloud of smoke and said: "Everyone says that after lunch, one cigarette will be more lively than a deity. But I think that after class, one cigarette will be more energetic, haha."
Zhang Jun didn't forget to strike a blow when he joked: "Only you, kid, knows how to play literature. I didn't even see you, brat, find a girlfriend."
"That's right, why don't you find us a sister-in-law one day." Zhou Xinmin and the rest joined in the commotion.
"I see that Ye Xuan from my class is not bad. She is rather gentle, quiet and cute, and also likes to learn. Zhang Jun said in a serious tone.
Everyone started to talk amongst themselves about Su Xiang. Only Zhang Song was the quietest. He quietly smoked as he looked at the deep darkness in front of him.
At this moment, the bell rang, signaling the end of the day's lesson.
Within three minutes, the classroom was empty. The students were rushing towards their dorm room like wild horses without their reins.
Mu Xinyi arranged his books, took his schoolbag and walked to Zhang Song's side, and said softly: "About that, can we go now?"
Zhang Song threw away his cigarette and said to Zhang Fei and the others: "Wait for me at the shop outside." Then, he said to Mu Xinyi: "Let's go."
Watching Zhang Song and Mu Xinyi leave, Zhang Jun, Su Xiang and the rest of the six were all dumbstruck. Only Zhang Fei understood what was happening, and nodded his head, looking at the six of them with stunned expressions, Zhang Fei scolded: "Since they are all gone, what are you looking at, let's go down, let's go, these cowards."
"Oh, oh, oh" Everyone reacted and followed Zhang Fei out of the school.
Walking on the road, without saying a word, Zhang Song had long gotten used to silence, but Mu Xinyi's heart was burning with anxiety. He had finally arranged for Zhang Song to come out with great difficulty, so he couldn't waste this rare opportunity in vain. Seeing that Zhang Song was silent, Mu Xinyi first broke the awkward situation, "Thank you for giving me such a gift tonight, I am very happy."
Zhang Song remained indifferent and did not answer at all. He only focused on walking, as if something was plaguing his heart.
Looking at the man she had admired for a long time, her pale face carried a kind of melancholy, coldness, and vicissitudes of life. How much pain did her heart ache, but what could she do? Every time when he needed his concern the most, he could not accompany him by his side. He could only peep at him from the corner, worrying for him, crying for him and feeling sorry for him.
"Are you still thinking about Chen Yuxin?" He didn't know why Mu Xinyi didn't even think before blurting it out, but the moment she said it, she regretted it. She regretted not mentioning anything else, why did she mention the scar on his heart that she couldn't tear.
There was no answer, but Mu Xinyi noticed that her body slightly trembled. Although it was very brief, she still noticed it.
"She's gone, the fact that no one can change it. Why should you worry about someone who betrayed you? Do you know how sad I am for you to do this? For more than a year, how many days and nights, I can't help but daydream that the girl accompanying you is me, laughing with you, crying with you. I like you. From the very beginning, I've already liked you. Although my love is very painful, I still did not hesitate to love you.
Zhang Song had already stopped in his tracks. He turned around to look at Mu Xinyi, and said in a low voice, "I have longed to be well-kept, properly laid down, and carefully preserved for my entire life. Free me from shock, free me from suffering, free me from wandering around, free me from nothing to rely on. And that person I have found, is my beloved you. "
At that time, Mu Xinyi's body trembled, his mind was in a complete mess, and his brain kept repeating the words "Did he hear what he said to him?".
Mu Xinyi instinctively raised her eyes and looked at him. When their eyes met, the air seemed to freeze, and Zhang Song and Mu Xinyi seemed to have been immobilized by someone else as they remained motionless. The originally beautiful and pure Mu Xinyi trembled, and she felt her mind was in a state of chaos. Tears that had been hidden in his heart for more than a year gushed out like a dam breaking. It had been more than a year, more than a year. The only man he loved in his heart, he had finally confessed to him bravely.
Her teary eyes were like the glistening pearls that a mermaid would drop as they endlessly rolled down her cheeks, from her cheeks to her clothes on the ground. Zhang Song looked at the person in front of him. The eyes of the person who was originally strong and indifferent like him also moistened. The person who always had a strong and strong appearance, finally melted the ice in his heart at this moment. This was love. Whether it was a year or a thousand years, deep down in her heart, there was always a place for her that others couldn't reach. But no one knew, only he knew.
The two of them had always been unwilling to break the tranquility of this moment, fearing that if they moved, they would break this dream.
More than a year, more than a year, he finally had to face the person he had been looking forward to day and night. She was still beautiful, but now she was different. Zhang Song saw the hidden bitterness on her mature face and blamed himself in his heart. He didn't know how to face it, but in the past year or so, it had been him who had always been evading, avoiding her feelings for him. He was afraid, because he knew that he couldn't afford it.
After calming himself down, the incomparably gentle yet slightly trembling voice slowly rose up: "Are you sure you really like me?"
Mu Xinyi's body swayed, he only felt that his mind was in a state of chaos, and almost fell down. She was suffering, but she had never told anyone about it. She did not say why, but only waited for him, because she believed that one day, he would sincerely accept her. For him, it was all worth it.
Looking at the man she loved, she really wanted to throw herself into his arms, but she was worried that he would refuse. She remembered that when she first met him, when she wanted to enter his world, he had already shut his heart tightly, making it impossible for her to enter his inner world. It had been over a year, and he had been waiting. Now that he had asked this question, all the grievances and grievances that he had suffered for the past year were finally completely vented, and he could no longer control himself as he threw himself into Zhang Song's embrace and hugged him tightly, "Song, I love you. For more than a year, I've been thinking about you all the time. I hope you can accept me. I am so happy to be able to put aside everything and embrace you. "
Zhang Song felt a sharp pain in his heart. He stood there like a log and said absentmindedly: "I'm sorry, I've always been evading your love for me. Perhaps from the beginning, I've never been suitable for you.
Mu Xinyi immediately shook his head with all his might: "Worth it, it's worth it, I understand your suffering, I don't care if you have other women in your heart, as long as I can see you often and know that you're worried about me, it's enough that I can't let you leave, I can't lose you, just like a year ago, I've always loved you deeply."
Zhang Song looked at her haggard face, and thought of everything that had happened in the past. This seemingly stubborn girl was so concerned about him, looking at him from afar, looking at him with that kind of resentful and loving gaze.
Should he give her a satisfactory answer now? Zhang Song struggled in his heart, but suddenly felt his hand sink, he did not know when Zhang Fei appeared there, winking at him, then quietly went far away. It turned out that he had pressed Zhang Song's hands down, and Zhang Song, who hadn't been prepared in the slightest, had smoothly hugged Mu Xinyi with both of his hands.
Zhang Song sighed in his heart, if that's the case, then why should I look for trouble? Don't worry about anything else. Just hug, hug with all your might! Let this person who has been waiting for him for more than a year lie in his arms happily!
After waiting for more than a year, Mu Xinyi had finally embraced Mu Xinyi. Perhaps this was love, no matter what, it was always the same. But could Mu Xinyi, who was in Zhang Song's embrace, really get the happiness she wanted? Could Zhang Song really hide this love well? Could the two of them walk like princes and princesses in fairy tales until their hair turned white?