C212 Struggle

I wanted to die like this, so I didn't have to be so tired anymore, but I knew that I couldn't die, I really couldn't die, so in my sleep, I felt my body erupting with an endless desire to live, and I said to myself, I can't die, I want to live, I can always hold my breath, and I won't let myself fall down, and so on.

Finally, I felt as if my consciousness had blurred