C91 Forced courage

To tell the truth, I didn't think my life would end in such a miserable state.

If I were to blow my own head off and die in such a helpless place, Yama would probably shed two drops of tears of sympathy when he saw me.

If a person were to walk the world once, no one would want to easily give up their own little life.

At least I, who was afraid of death, would never do so