C53 Spirit-seeking

According to Wu Ruilan, she fell asleep as she cried. She had a vague feeling that someone was constantly rubbing her back and crying as she rubbed it, saying things like "I'm sorry" to her. But I think she was in such a state of emotional upheaval that it would have been impossible for her to fall asleep. So I think, she should be too sad, crying bad, so uncontrollable, cross