C42 I promised her

"Are you still blaming the Sister Qing Qing?" Sister Qing Qing asked in pain.

"Nope." I shook my head. " I know that Sister Qing Qing did this for me. It was I who harmed you, I who let you down. "

"All this while, I have always been very grateful to Sister Qing Qing." I calmly said. I hate my own miserable experiences, and I think how wonderful it would be if I were a normal person's child