C12 The pain of parting

Hu Zi looked at me with a puzzled expression. "What's wrong with your girlfriend?"

"I don't know!" I don't know, but I know she must have had something to do with the man called Feng Youming.

"Aren't you going to persuade him?" Tiger reminds me.

"How can I persuade you?" Hu Zi doesn't know about my true relationship with Li Keyi.

"You're so poisonous, she's your girlfriend!" Huzi looked at me with disdain.

I didn't say anything, even though I really wanted to hug Li Ke and say, "Don't cry anymore. Forget about that man. In the future, I will use my life to protect you!" But I can't do it, because I think it's just wishful thinking!

After crying for a while, Li Kangyi came to my side and said, "Wang Hao, I'm going back to Lianyun Port tomorrow!"

My heart hurt, but I pretended to be calm and nodded. "Oh!"

"Beauty, aren't you going to bring Wang Hao back to Lianyun Port?" Hu Zi said inappropriately.

Li Ke looked at me. Her eyes were a little moist, and a tear rolled down her cheek. I couldn't tell if it was for the sake of the separation between us, or for the sake of that man called Feng Youming!

Hu Zi invited me and Li Ke to the restaurant for dinner, but this meal was rather heavy. Li Ke and I didn't say anything, and Hu Zi seemed to sense that something was wrong between us, so he stopped teasing Li Ke Yi and I. He just looked at Li Ke Yi and I curiously, wondering what was going on between us.

After returning home, I was extremely depressed. Never in my wildest dreams would I have thought that this reunion with Li Keyi would be so short, just one day. At the same time, I was certain that I really liked Li Keyi, otherwise I wouldn't have cared so much about her departure!

I shut myself in my room and smoked cigarettes one by one. I even resented Li Ka--why did she pick up that phone call, I'm not stupid, I know that Feng Youming called her, and her return to Lianyungang must have something to do with Feng Youming!

"Wang Hao, open the door!" Lee knocked on my door.

"What's the matter? Let's talk outside, I'm already in bed!"

I don't want Li Ke to know that I'm madly smoking in my room, and even more so, I don't want her to know that I care about her departure!

Outside the door, Li Ke Yi's tone was slightly downcast. "Nothing special. You can go to sleep!"

I used the blanket to cover my head, making me feel like I was suffocating. I lifted the blanket and tried to wake myself up by breathing in large mouthfuls of air. I warned myself over and over again, "Don't fall in, don't fall in!"

The next morning, I went to the train station to help Li Ke buy a train ticket to Lianyungang. When I got home, Li Ke still hadn't woken up. I cooked some rice porridge and went downstairs to buy some Soup Dumplings before waking Li Ke up.

I pretended as if nothing had happened and handed the train ticket to Li Keyi. "Well, I've already bought the train ticket for you!"

Li Ke Yi received the ticket and said, "Thank you!"

"Let's have breakfast. How's the taste of my porridge?" I said to Lee. Li Ke nodded before sitting down to eat breakfast with me. An absent-minded expression appeared on her face again as she sprinkled rice porridge on her body a few times!

After breakfast, I took Li Keyi's suitcase with me and caught a taxi to the train station.

We sat in the waiting room, waiting for the train. The atmosphere was so oppressive that it seemed as if we were bound by a layer of shackles that could not be broken.

I walked Lee to the platform, where she was about to get on the train.

"Have a safe trip home. Give me a call when you get home!" I said to Lee.

"En!" Li Ke nodded. She still wanted to say something, but in the end, she did not.

She followed the stream of people and got on the train! The train moved slowly, faster and faster, and disappeared from my sight!

I stood at a loss on the platform, as if my heart had been sucked empty. So the separation really could cause such pain.

I returned home powerlessly and sat in a daze in the room where Li Ke-yi had lived for a day.

There was still some leftover fragrance in the room. The snacks that Li Ke had not finished had been placed on the table, and there were also three cigarettes that had not been opened. It was only then that I realized that Li Ke had not smoked a single cigarette in the past two days.

I opened the pack, smoked a cigarette, lit it, and stared at what he had left behind, until the cigarette burned and I stubbed out another cigarette, going back and forth until the sky went dark.

All day long I have been sitting in Li Keyi's room, not eating a single grain of rice, not drinking a single drop of water, old wounds and new wounds, I am in great pain!

I was startled when the text message notification rang. I quickly took out my phone from my pocket. It was a text from Li Keyi. "Safe to go home!" There was even a smiley face added at the back.

I don't know why I felt sad when I saw her smile. I felt that she should send me a crying face so that I would feel that she couldn't bear to leave me. She was also very sad when she parted from me!

I didn't reply to her text message, and I had the urge to get drunk again, even though I knew it was ostrich-like self-deception, but I didn't care. I didn't want to wake up for even a second, because waking up would make me think about the scene of Lee and Feng Youming together.

Before I drank, I impulsively deleted all contact with Li Keyi because I felt that if I didn't contact him, the pain would be less. To use a common saying, I really can't take any more damage!

After removing all contact information, after I was sure that Li Ke was unable to contact me, I started to crazily drink. That night, I vomited, vomited and drank again. In the end, I didn't even know how I fell asleep …